Okay, so first I will answer Mel's questions ..... the ones that she asked me like 5 days ago ... I'm so sorry for taking so long, so much has been going on here that it has been hard to do much of anything.
Here goes, I hope I do it right :
1. Are you happy with the person you are becoming?
2. Who do you talk to most on the phone?
3. Do you have any hidden talents?
4. Whats the most you've ever eaten in one sitting?
5. What do you want your friends to think about you?
MYANSWERS:
1. Hmmm, hard question, but knowing myself ... probably not. That is the truth and why is because I am always trying to do or be better at something, like I am never good enough. I hate it and I don't know why I am so unhappy at times, but I wish that I could be. I am happy though sometimes with some choices that I have made, but other than that probably not.
2. Easy - My hubby; Adam. I talk to him anywhere from 1- 20 times a day. I don't know if I call him because I am lonely and have no one else to talk to or if it really is just to hear his voice. But I will admit he does it as much as I do, so I dunno. Other than that, I occasionally talk to my Ma, but not really too many other people anymore.
3. Ummm, I don't know ...if they are hidden, errr, I guess I have to find them. JK :o) UMMMMM ... I would like to think that I sing okay - but will NEVER do it in public, I am afraid of what others would think. I am an organizational freak and have been told that I do that so well that I should open my own buisness to help those who are less than organized, but I can't do it, I don't do well around people. Other than that the ONLY other thing I do well is swim or dive - that was all I ever wanted to do anyway.
4. Ummmm, Probably like Thanksgiving or something. I don't eat alot, but excersize is a bad word to me and what I do eat don't burn off well. Now, don't get me wrong, I think I just eat alot of things that I shouldn't, we eat out alot, so for example I eat half a double cheeseburger and fry and am so full I feel like I am going to be sick. But for Thanksgiving; I will not eat for days so that I am so hungry that by the time it is dinner I can have a little of everything and won't hurt families feelings by not trying something.
5. I honestly don't know about that one and mainly it is because outside of the internet - I literally have no friends anymore. I don't know if it is my extreme mis-trust for others or that I really just don't care. But for my net friends - who happen to know more about me than my mother these days - I guess I would want them to think I was a nice person, a christian, a good mom to my kids, that I do try - even though I am not perfect, that I have lots to say, that I am mysterious, intelligent and not some maniac, I know exactly where I stand on things, hate me if you want to, but love me if you can .
~~~~~ HOPE that answered them all ok. I didn't want to play the part of the game though where I ask questions, I don't like doing that to others so much - I guess I should have read that better. ~~~~~
~~~~~ OTHER THAN THAT what has been going on here .... ~~~~~
It HAS not stopped raining in almost 6 days now and I am so tired of it ! We didn't have internet all or most of yesterday, Our basement is flooded and mold is on my mind (ha-ha ... not what I meant !) It won't stop raining long enough for us to clean it up, because when we do, it starts over again. I know fall is coming, gloom is near and I am depressed today. Last winter it seemed to me that the sun never showed for like 8 months and I sooooooo hate that ! I am not at all looking forward to this winter .... hopefully we can get propane this year and not be left in the house in -25 weather. I do not like Wisconsin !
Yesterday we did have a very small respite from the rain however, it lasted maybe - oh - 4 hours, so we "tried" to clean the basement up some and cleaned up the garage some too. I have another FULL van load of things to take to Goodwill, can you believe that ?!?! .... and some more things to take to the storage shed. Man, am I ever so thankful we got that -salvaging what we could in the spring, or it would all be lost now ! The basement is totally empty and I plan to never put anything back into it, so when we are done going through the trim for the house that is taking up the garage, I will start bringing it all back from storage -putting it in there and not having to pay that bill anymore, but thankfully it was available for us when we needed it !
I couldn't sleep at all last night, I debated for along time to get up and shower, but finally must have fallen asleep. Yet another thunderstorm had come through about 10 - 11 -ish and lasted along time till about 3 0r 4 am - and since I can never sleep during a storm, it kept me up for quite awhile. I had mentioned my being depressed today, but maybe it is just that I am tired, I am dragging all day and not too motivated to do anything. I hope that it goes away by tommorrow, today was pretty droopy ! :O(
Well, I guess I will go for now, maybe watch TV or something. I am sure nothing worth watching is on, but that is what DVD's are for, I suppose. My lasagna must almost be done as well too - the kids are starting to be-bop up and down the stairs and make noises to the effect that it smells good, so atleast that is a good sign ... it don't smell bad !
Hope that everyone has a great week ! I will blog soon ! :O)
TAMMIE
(house and belly blog coming soon ... I PROMISE !)
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