BETTER DAYS ARE COMING ..

It has been a long long time since I could see the silver lining of any clouds .. or the light at the end of any tunnel, but I THINK ... I just might see one ! Finally !

1) After I went balistic to the hubbs about getting outta here, I had blogged that and Windi said for him to try to go to Monster.com. So last night that is exactly what we did ! He got his resume' all scraped together and hit that site. He can be a little down in the foot too (as I like to call it) and drag with things himself alot, but I told him I was for sure going to be leaving the area .. with or with out him... so maybe that helped.

I have absolutely no idea how these things work, but maybe I am being too enthusiastic about it ? Anyway- wherever - whenever- I am more than ready !!!! I cannot say that enough !!!! REALLLLLLLY gives me something to look forward to !

2) Another good thing is that he came home last night and said that some one had offered him some time shoveling snow for a few dollars, now it isn't much at all, but it is some .. and that is good !!! So last night, he and Jordan spent alot of the evening shoveling.

3) I had mentioned this before, but the LL came by with the keys to the house and we go to clean it this weekend. It will be nothing short of a challenge, but tracking the hours we keep will help with a few more dollars and I am looking forward to getting the rest of the bills we have paid off. I do not like feeling in debt to anyone. (that in itself gets me really down) We are still contemplating doing something like this as a "side job" of sorts, but it all depends on the above.

4) Do have the appointment for the insurance next week, wish me luck ! I think everything will be ok. I will look forward to getting my meds and being myself again,  just balanced !  Being all out of whack .. just plain sucks. Takes time for meds to work and no one understands the downs, they all just want the ups.

5) I know for those of you left - this has come at a time that seems "oh so cliche' .. but after much prayer, I do believe that it was meant to be. I have (and I am being honest here) been having a huge issue with depression. Winter never helps me - ever ! So that has alot to do with it, of course add in the factor of hormones and "poof" it is like a catastrophe. Never the less, I am looking forward to the good things above and hoping for the best this time.

6) March 20th is the first day of Spring this year ! So as long as I am stuck here, there are 66 days left !!! Can you say Halllelujiah ? I can ! I just absolutely hate the cold and being stuck inside. I am always outside when I can and it is warmer - that is what gives me this funk, so I will be one happy chick when the 66 days are over !!!

This has sure been one long road, but I think it is coming to an end. Thank those of you who stuck with me till I could get to a better place. I do believe that the rainy days are ending and the silver lining will be shining. I am sorry for the downs, but then again like I said, it was for some reason. EVERYTHING happens for a reason. :O)

TAMMIE