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Saturday, August 2, 2008

WHO KNEW ?


Yeaaaaa. I am a little Emo right now .... This song was/is myfave song... I am a very musically oriented person and who knew it was ACTUALLY going to pertain to me.

(Taylor Swift - Shouldv'e Said No)

I cannot seem to keep my head on straight today. One minute I am fine and it is like nothing happened... the next I am a boiling bottle of puss waiting to explode...

I have wanted to punch the walls, the pillows and anything in my way .... the next minute I am festering in my own self pitty and tears, crying my eyes out.

I am for shore my kids think I am insane.


Yea... I think ya'll can commit me now ... this may just send me over the edge.

WOW .... this is hard.

I am going to go for my walk now tho -so maybe that will help some.

 

THANK YOU ALL AGAIN. 

TAMMIE


PLEASE FORGIVE ME IF I don't make it to your blogs today.

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18 comments:

  1. Trish CAugust 2, 2008 at 6:18 PM

    I was just wondering how you were doing when I logged on...

    I knew today was probably going to be tough for you...its never easy. I was wondering if he came back and how the kids were doing...They must be just as hurt and confused as you.

    You guys have been together many years and its hard to imagine anything else. The pain wont disappear for a long time but taking care of YOU will help alot. I think you just did a wonderful thing for you by deciding to walk...

    I'll be thinking about ya :) Smell the air, listen for birds...look around you to see and feel the life around you.....enjoy that walk :)

    checks on ya laters (im supposed to be exercising right now too! LOL)

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  2. Sheri HamerAugust 2, 2008 at 6:28 PM

    I am glad you stopped in! Was worried about you!! I know it will be touch and go for you. It's not an easy thing!! Just take care of you and the kids! I wish I lived closer I would take the kids so you could have a break and think!!! I am thinking of you and praying! Big hugs

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  3. Dawn hAugust 2, 2008 at 6:42 PM

    Tammie I also was just wondering about you when I logged on....the next few days will be rough.....take lots of deep breathes....figure out what is best of Tammie and the kids......take a hot bath girl and light some candles....HUGS

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  4. Anne Y.August 2, 2008 at 6:55 PM

    HUG!!!

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  5. Windi .August 2, 2008 at 7:09 PM

    Hang in there...we are all thinking about you.... *hugs*

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  6. Stacy LouAugust 2, 2008 at 7:39 PM

    Hey Sweetheart...just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you and your family. Walking is a really good time to get things straight in your mind...especially when you're walking alone.

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  7. Jill *\O/*August 2, 2008 at 7:59 PM

    Sending Hugs!

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  8. Tonya .August 2, 2008 at 8:21 PM

    Big Hugs!!!

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  9. Stormmie aka KimAugust 2, 2008 at 9:13 PM

    Hang in there

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  10. Mandi OAugust 2, 2008 at 9:13 PM

    Damn, I've been gone. What is going on? I hope your OK. ((HUG))

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  11. Diane PAugust 2, 2008 at 9:47 PM

    This will get better. Promise.

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  12. Kat sAugust 2, 2008 at 9:47 PM

    I wish there were something we could all do to make it better...hang in there!

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  13. Reagan SuzanneAugust 3, 2008 at 1:33 AM

    <3

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  14. Sarah Not tellin yaAugust 3, 2008 at 8:22 AM

    Hang in there Tammie! How are the kids doing?

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  15. UniquelyL *****August 3, 2008 at 4:20 PM

    Hang in there girl! Are you still at home or did he leave? I'm really behind on reading blogs since I've been gone so I'm trying to catch up.

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  16. Michelle Wouldnt ya like to know...August 3, 2008 at 4:45 PM

    Tammie things are going to be rough right now, it may take a looong time to be able to feel better but know you are a strong woman! You can and will do whats rights for you and your family, things will work out the way they are meant to be and you will be OK!!!
    Hang in there..... Your in my thoughts!

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  17. D KissAugust 3, 2008 at 7:39 PM

    just letting you know i'm thinking of you today.

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  18. katie yAugust 4, 2008 at 7:34 PM

    ((HUGS))

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