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Monday, April 28, 2008

BLAH BITTY BLAH, BLAH, BLAH (edited)

 

Depression sucks, it is no fun...I feel like I am alone, dying inside, I'm the only one.

No one understands me - no one really cares,

 I have no one here but me and my little old chair.

I wish my parents would of taught me how to be a better person, how to make good friends that is a certain ...

but all I feel that they did do, is to brainwash me into always being blue, feeling hopeless and lonely and to not have a friend or two.

I am tired of being lonely and tired of living this way, how can I go on - when I hate my everyday.

17 comments:

  1. Awwwwwwwww I am sorry your feeling this way!! I may not always understand everything about my friend but I do care and I am always here for you if you need a shoulder and ear. I am so sorry your feeling this way today !I can tell you sad today by your comments today. I am sorry about the snow too. Ugh! I know that doesn't help. I'll be praying for you and know I do care! Hugs

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  2. You know u can talk to me.. I have been going thru depression also myself.. and being military wives we get taken away from our friends and family and it is hard to deal with.. remember you can talk me to whenever I am here...

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  3. Sweetie...call your doctor. Seriously. You have me worried. I've been there. Depression SUCKS. Your doctor can help you.

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  4. saying prayers for you girl. Call me if you need to talk. don't be afraid to get help.

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  5. Sorry you are feeling this way Tammi! If you need someone to talk to IM me and I will be there! Dont be afraid to call the doctor if you need too....
    I know you had some nice weather too and were starting to enjoy being outside, the snow wont hang around for long and you'll be opening up those windows before you know it...
    Look around and think of ALL the wonderful things you have to be thankful for too..that always helps a little.
    I am here if ya need me! HUGS

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  6. I'm sorry you are feeling so down right now~wish there was something I could do for you. I agree with the others~ask for help if you need it..hugs to you..

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  7. HUGS to you Tammi.....I am here also if you need someone to talk to....

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  8. HUGS!! Feel free to IM me if you need to talk. Praying for you!

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  9. your not the only one I know exactly how you feel every day of my life for the past 3 years

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  10. HUGS! I hope you are feeling better soon....

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  11. Depression does suck. I sometimes have it mildly, but large numbers of my family suffer from it bad enough to need medication. I know how bad they feel, just from watching them. Just know that you have many people who love you, and they want you to feel better. You're a beautiful person, inside and out, and you just need some time to believe that. And we'll keep telling you until you believe. :)

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  12. I'm sorry you are feeling so down, but I hope you know that you do have friends on here!! Hugs to you!!

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  13. Hug for you. I have been there, off and on, over the years. I know you may feel alone and lonely, but you are not. You have friends here, and we do care.

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  14. I'm sorry your feeling so down. We are all on here for you!

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  15. I know how your feeling. I've been hit by the blue bug lately too! With my back making life miserable..and money woes..and the frustration of not being able to do simple things..and major things ..that I wanted to do..it's getting me way down! You have a big beautiful family that love you to pieces. I know I feel like life is just ticking by and I haven't done a lot of the things I've wanted. I feel every day is the same some times. I don't know if you've seen a doc..but xanax has really helped curve my anxiety ..I only take it when I need it and it does pick me up and make me feel better. Sometimes it takes a while to get out of a funk. I'm slowly climbing out of mind. Your not alone. I know all of us on here feel the same sometimes. Hang in there! :-)

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  16. Sorry you are feeling down. ((HUGS))

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