"WONDER-full" WEDNESDAY ....

SOOOOO ... just what AM I wondering about on this "WONDER -full WEDNESDAY ????? ... ... WELL, DUH, .... if you'd stop thinking about it and JUST read - you MIGHT find out ! ..... Geeeze !

......so, AAAHHH, I'm up late tonight getting some so called peace and quiet - waiting for some laundry to finish so I can put it in the dryer ... so, what a perfect time to do a blog, I thought ! Early for Wednesday, yes ... (it's just after midnight as I write this) but I came up with this, what I thought to be neat blog, and decided to share it ....

The idea of this particular blog is "ADDICTIONS" ... You come up with how ever many things that you can think of and share them with others. However, you cannot list obvious things that you cannot live without, like electricity ... like ok, DUH, we are all sitting here reading blogs, so Ummmm, obviously we all need electricity !!!! (unless you know something I don't) Can you imagine living with out it ???!?!? ..... and you thought I was stupid !!!!

OOOOkay sooooo, getting on with it ....

#1 )

BLOGGING ....

Um, seriously sometimes I think I am SO addicted to this whole blogging thing ! My mind will say to itself, "oh that is good blog material there" ... " what a good blog idea" or "Gosh, just gotta' getta' pic of this for my blog" .... Do you know what I am saying ? .... I do not think that I have anything that isn't a potential for a blog here and my mind is always thinking of something. Isn't that addictive ???? On the other end of the spectrum, I am reading others blogs as much as working on my own or I am be - bopping through pages to see what people are up to. Okay ... maybe I am a bit lonely or bored at times .... or maybe I am just putting off things that need to be done or that I should be doing instead, gosh, am I obsessed or what ?!?!?! .......... Errrrr - Hello, Bloggers anonomous, I am TAMMIE !!!! ( I have officially mastered in B.A.) :O)

#2)

MY KIDS .....

Ok, it may sound lame, but I am totally serious here. My 16 year old son says to me the other day that he will be 18 in two years and he will be leaving and he just wanted to forewarn me of this event .... SOOOO, what do I say .... I say " Oh no you're not .... you are happily going to live with me F.O.R.E.V.E.R. " !!!!! and ? I AM DEAD SERIOUS !!!!! ~~~ ok, so maybe not quite literally, but how can he be 16 now and 18 in two years ??? I swear, ON MY LIFE to all of you, RIGHT NOW that he was REALLY just 5 !!!! How can this happen to me, I am NOT going to be at all ready for this moment .... I freak out about it now and know I will not want for him (or the rest) to go away from me ....... SO, the next time this comes up, I am going to tell him that I will just have to go with him then if he still insists on going .... HHHHHHHHHHO, HUMMM ! ~~~~ Other than that, I swear to you, I get withdrawl symptoms when my kids go away, like I will be okay for a bit - and then BAM it is just tooooo frackin' quiet and nothing gets done, you'd think I would thrive having 4 kids right now and having them gone, but nooooooo - it is very odd to me that it seems better to have it actually be chaotic around here, I must just be so used to it. When it is quiet here, USUALLY that is NOT at all a good sign ,,,hmmmmm, JUST WHAT are they doing now ... I have to think. LOL ! NOW...had you asked me ANY of this, about 10 years ago, I totally and happily would have told you that I would never have more than two kids and couldn't wait for them to go away, (I would count down days for school to start -seriously) but somehow by me having more kids, I have this addiction to them now !!!! SCARY, but insane, yes, I know ! MUUUAHHHH, they ARE mine forever !!!!!!!! (I just don't want them to go.)

#3)

SODA ....

Ok, an unusual insert after the kids one, but it is true, I think it is my preferred sort of coffee like - caffeine drink. (as I HATE coffee) Now I don't drink one for breakfast or anything and don't have to have one first off in the morning like my parents used to with coffee, but I have noticed that about one a day is what I can get it down to, without missing it all together. I have tried several times to eliminate soda in my diet, but dang it all, I just can't do it !!!!! WHY oh why, must this high fructose corn syrup, sugar toteing, high calorie drink be something that I am wanting ?! I really like all natural stuff and love fresh veggies, so why must this thing taunt me ???? Do you know if I gave this up all together I would lose weight, oh yes, I have done it once before and it is not like I am a total fat ass here or anything, but this DRINK teases me and taunts me with "drink me", "oh you want me and you know it baby" ..... yep, right until I give in, just like a total wimp and gotta have it, what, is it a drug or something ??? ... what do they put in it to do this to me ????

#4)

EATING OUT ....

Ok, this IS bad and I know it, probably another reason I am a tad bit of a chunky butt .... I LOVE to eat out and am soooooooo bad at not doing it that I swear that I could eat out for every meal if I had the money to do so. Payday comes and where do I go ... well, McDonalds of course, it is one of my fave places to eat, the food is cheaper and tastes good too. Artery clogging, oh yes, but that still don't stop me. But ... HELL-O people, when I WANT a dang-farned-it double cheeseburger and an - oh so - good FRY, I WANT a dang-farned-it double cheeseburger and A FRY !!!!!!! All I need is TWO dollars, two dollars to fill my arterys, TWO dollars for a heart attack ... and TWO dollars to feel like heaven for a little bit of time ! Okay, so don't get me wrong here people, I don't eat McD's ALL the time .... duh, then I would get tired of it .... I have to throw in ALOT of variety too, you know ! ..... We have proably eaten out literally in every place on the map and then some too. :o) I realllly don't know WHY I like to eat out so much ... maybe it is my extreme dislike for cooking or my being lazy about doing it, but it is a BADDDDD, BADDDDD habit that we got into and we DO waste (is that the right word - hello, we have to eat) alot of money doing that. GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHH, another thing I have to go to a shrink for I guess .... "eat out-ers anonomous anyone " ?

#5)

CLEANING MY HOUSE ...

Okay, I know what you are thinking ... so don't say it. " No duh, this crazed lady is stressing out , like duh man, she is obsessed with her house being too clean" ..... Ok, so that JUST may be true. I don't know why I feel and - have always felt - that I have to clean the WHOLE house - perfectly - EVERY DAY !!!! I dunno, I may get it from my mother who was alot like that most of my years growing up with the "cleaniliness is next to godliness" theory, or if I feel bad that when I don't do it, I felt as if nothing was done all day and I was being lazy and not doing my part around here. I actually feel guilty for relaxing .. how stupid IS that !?!?!? I hate for my hubby to come home from work and see the house in shambles and think " oh my, just what did she do all day" ... I am not lazy and even though he's never even come close to saying anything remotely close to that, I still do it. I do it when I know it don't matter, I do it when I know no ones really cares, I do it even though I know NO ONE ever comes over, I do it even though my house may already be clean, I do it all the time !!!!! ~~~ OMG, another shrink issue, just what and where does this stem from, WHY must everything try to be just SO, so .... hmmmmm, maybe .... I have OCD or something !

#6)

INTOLERANCE ...

Oke, doke, totally abserd, but there it is. I am pretty intolerant about a few things lately - maybe hormones - maybe not .... I think they are intolerances that have always been there, but they are really beggining to rear thier ugly little heads and piss me off . One intolerance, I know will REALLLLLY tick people off and therefore, I will NOT be sharing it on here, but my hubby and I both have deep seeds with the same thoughts and the roots will not budge. Sorry, that is all that is being said .... The other intolerance is the "Wal-Mart-fat-cart" ! OMFG .... HOW it ticks me the hec off, do you know what I am talking about ?!?! It is them carts in the Wal-Mart meant for all good intention for the people who deserve it, people who need it and people who ARE NOT FAT !!!!!!!!! (don't mean no offense if for a medical reason you really do need one) HELL -O, what is with these fat, insane, obese people thinking they own the WHOLE frackin' isle in the Wal- Mart store because they can plant or better yet, squeeze, thier asses in the little speedy cart ?! Mind you, as thier -oh so rude selv's- go down the isle barrading and knocking things over !!!!!! I mean can you NOT tell that your ASS is hanging OFF the seat and it is TIME to W.A.L.K !!!!!!! PLEASE - someone tell me, that they just don't notice this, are they blind or something ??...how do you get to that point and NOT get it ?!?!?!?! I myself, weigh about 160 right now and that I feel is just plain to ungodly awful, anymore and I literally would want to puke ! I have noticed and taken action - so HOW do you not get to that point .... They DO shower don't they ??? How do NOT see it, WHY do they ignore it ...... OH please MY lord, someone must ban thse carts from Wal-Mart ... FOR THE LOVE OF GOD !!!! I am sooooooooo tired of getting run over by rude, overbearing ladies,complaining about how they are treated and expecting people to feel sorry for them for thier "Afflictions" acting like they own the whole store while CHEWING on a frackin' chicken leg from the deli or snack bar area as they shop and run people over !!!! GOD, GET YOUR ASS UP AND WALK !!!!!!!! GODDD !

OKAY ...so that turned more into a rant session, but was it worth reading ? I am sorry if it bothered you, but I am a bruttally honest person, so if you don't like it ... OH well, too bad ! :O)

SOOOO, that is it, it is late I want to shower and put the laundry into the dryer , I am off for most of the day today paying bills and running errands - so I hope that you all have a very happy go lucky - wonderful Wednesday ! :O) ... Feel free to come back to my sarcasm buffet anytime !

TAMMIE :o0

(hmmm, were these addictions or obsessions ???? ... pfffffft ! whatever !!!! )