Yup, another enriching tale of a wacko, bazzar dream I was awoken from this morning ....
Okay, so be aware this is totally crazy (quite litterally) and will not make any sence, but apperantly this is how I roll.
*So I'm sitting in the doctors office, waiting to be seen for all my so called ailments lately, when they finally call me in. Jordan comes back with me and Adam was sitting in the car. I have no idea where everyone else was.
Once in the office, I tell the nurse of others all the things that have been bothering me lately, to which they agree I have to be phsically checked out. They leave the room, and I have to put on one of them horrible drafty robe thingy's so that they can check me ..
The nurse enters with the doc, (MY DOC - Doctor S) - and he checks me out.. They look at eachother and go into the corner to wisper. At that time the nurse looks at me and says, well, you have a 6 pound 9 ounce baby inside of you .. but she is too small so we have to take her out.
(ok, like I said this is weird)
So I start freaking out, saying NO,NO,NO ... and protesting. Why would you take her .. she is small, but my other 5 kids were EVEN smaller than that ! I told her that she wasn't making any sence.
Her and Doctor S walk out of the room, only to return with all kinds of other doctors and nurses. Jordan was sitting next to me once again and said he had to go to the bathroom, so I looked at the bunch of people standing there and said I did too.
So down the hall there was a mens and womans bathroom with a waiting room just past that - Jordan went into the mens and I, into the womans .... shortly after Jordan comes bursting into the womans bathroom and says "There is a way to get out over there, Mom, let's go" ! So he shows me the waiting room with a sliding door that goes onto a balcony just about 1 story off the ground. Underneath are rocks. Jordan jumps and runs to the van where Adam is at.
I however chicken out, not that hieghts scare me, but because I am afraid the rocks will hurt. Just then a nurse comes along and tells me that I need to sign something. Reluctantly, I go with her to sign whatever she needed signed. Why didn't I go when I had the chance I thought ???
So I signed the paper - in crayon mind you - with a whole punch of people watching me. They looked at me weird and then grabbed me. They hog tied me, and took me to a "special" room where I was alone. I was crying that I wanted my baby girl - I had named her Sarah Rose and wanted to know why they took her from me.
They told me then that I had been commited for life because I was a crazy lady who should not be allowed to have so many kids or have time to think about all the problems I 'supposedly' have, or spend my time making up.
~ SO, either I have an active imagination while I sleep or I really am crazy !
Maybe this is some form of something from losing Wyatt in January and my fear of everything else since ????
Weird, either way.... whatever !
Okay, so be aware this is totally crazy (quite litterally) and will not make any sence, but apperantly this is how I roll.
*So I'm sitting in the doctors office, waiting to be seen for all my so called ailments lately, when they finally call me in. Jordan comes back with me and Adam was sitting in the car. I have no idea where everyone else was.
Once in the office, I tell the nurse of others all the things that have been bothering me lately, to which they agree I have to be phsically checked out. They leave the room, and I have to put on one of them horrible drafty robe thingy's so that they can check me ..
The nurse enters with the doc, (MY DOC - Doctor S) - and he checks me out.. They look at eachother and go into the corner to wisper. At that time the nurse looks at me and says, well, you have a 6 pound 9 ounce baby inside of you .. but she is too small so we have to take her out.
(ok, like I said this is weird)
So I start freaking out, saying NO,NO,NO ... and protesting. Why would you take her .. she is small, but my other 5 kids were EVEN smaller than that ! I told her that she wasn't making any sence.
Her and Doctor S walk out of the room, only to return with all kinds of other doctors and nurses. Jordan was sitting next to me once again and said he had to go to the bathroom, so I looked at the bunch of people standing there and said I did too.
So down the hall there was a mens and womans bathroom with a waiting room just past that - Jordan went into the mens and I, into the womans .... shortly after Jordan comes bursting into the womans bathroom and says "There is a way to get out over there, Mom, let's go" ! So he shows me the waiting room with a sliding door that goes onto a balcony just about 1 story off the ground. Underneath are rocks. Jordan jumps and runs to the van where Adam is at.
I however chicken out, not that hieghts scare me, but because I am afraid the rocks will hurt. Just then a nurse comes along and tells me that I need to sign something. Reluctantly, I go with her to sign whatever she needed signed. Why didn't I go when I had the chance I thought ???
So I signed the paper - in crayon mind you - with a whole punch of people watching me. They looked at me weird and then grabbed me. They hog tied me, and took me to a "special" room where I was alone. I was crying that I wanted my baby girl - I had named her Sarah Rose and wanted to know why they took her from me.
They told me then that I had been commited for life because I was a crazy lady who should not be allowed to have so many kids or have time to think about all the problems I 'supposedly' have, or spend my time making up.
~ SO, either I have an active imagination while I sleep or I really am crazy !
Maybe this is some form of something from losing Wyatt in January and my fear of everything else since ????
Weird, either way.... whatever !
Very strange dream
ReplyDeleteSo did you get out or what? Or did you wake up with your head in a pillow case ? It was just a dream
ReplyDeleteSeems like you are definitely still processing losses in your life. You are not crazy.
ReplyDeleteSounds like your mind is trying to work through things to me
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