1) Well, don't know that this will be all too terrific or that I will make it to 12 ... but I'll give it a shot.
2) I have a ton of things to do today, clean up - laundry - change the cat litter - take out the trash - put the dishes away - vacuum - mow the yard ... but yak, I just reallly feel like being lazy. I do. That is so bad. I have had this awful headache plagueing me all week too - I wish it would go away.
3) So I am sure sitting here isn't helping me to get the stuff done. SIGHHH ...
4) Some other neighbors moved out the other day and I felt sorry for the trash men over there this morning, it was horendous what they left on the curb. Guess I never thought how much work they do. Yes, I think of strange things sometimes.
5) I have to finish buying all my school supplies for the girls and thier workbooks. School starts here sometime after Labor day so I might start a few days before.
6) I still can't believe that summer is at the end half already. Geeeze it went by so fast this year !
7) Yeaa... thoughts of Wyatt have been flooding my mind alot lately. Seems I can't do anything without thinking about it. I know ya'll are growing tired of me mentioning it and all - but it is part of my life. I kinda hope the Lord will find it in his heart to bless us again someday. Even tho I already have alot of kids.
8) I was thinking last night about the fact that I had deleted that blog where I anounced I was pregnant with him - mainly because of what others were saying about it, but it WAS a Christmas Miracle and I hate that I deleted it. I really hate that I let what others say bother me so much.
9) I took some other pictures of my landscaping around the house yesterday because Brittany said the ones I showed ya'll didn't show it well. Hmmm, I might show them sometime. Pic today is of Smokey Bones, our cat - he's been quite the buddy lately.
10) I was thinking about putting together a collage of all the photos we have of the kids at the state signs. We've been to 38 states, so maybe on a big wall map would be nice. I dunno - I still have to think about it.
11) I keep getting zits in ODD places this week. IN my ears and IN my nose .. what the fig ?! I mean, I know ya'll just didn't want to know that, but I shared anyway. I don't usually get any zits, but boy them suckers kinda hurt !
12) Well, I made it to 12, wow. Didn't think I would. It has been awhile since I wrote a thought blog. For the time being, it was kinda nice putting off doing what I needed to do today, but it didn't help me to get it done. So I guess with that I will go tell my kids that killing each other is not allowed TODAY and then get up off my fat toosh and get this crap done.
Have a good day everyone !!
TAMMIE
It's hard to believe it's already Aug already!!
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ReplyDeleteSummer is going by really fast this year. Can't believe it's August already. Hope you had a nice day + got rid of that pesky headache.
ReplyDeleteThis summer did go fast!
ReplyDeleteI'm not sure if you can count that as 12 real thoughts since you had to share the bit about the zits.... LOL
ReplyDeleteI think a collage of the kids in all the states would be really neat!
School starting! I was excited about it, but now I'm not. :(
It's not like you are going to suddenly forget about Wyatt or anything. What you went through was traumatic, and of course you can talk about it!!
Hey, at least those zits are hidden away. LOL!
ReplyDeleteThe collage sounds like a great idea. It would be a great homeschool project too.
Waiting to share your time with Wyatt is difficult, but know that carrying on with your life is a way to honor him. He physically doesn't need you, but spiritually he receives and feels the love you have for him.
After my losses, I listened as the Lord told me to cherish the ones I had been given. It freed me from the pain of desire, and I found peace and joy focusing in on the family I had been given. I know someday we'll all be together, but for now, we have a purpose here.
Someday you will reach a point where you don't allow what others say to bother you. You'll also be able to forgive them. Its very freeing to let go of the negativity and to find a joy and happiness that no one can take from you.
I was thinking the same thing about the Summer...our kids here go back in like a week or something! Isn't that crazy! When we were kids we always went back right after Labor Day. So are you prepared for your first "full" year of Home-Schooling?! I think that Collage idea would be neat! Cute pic. of Mr. Smokeybones!
ReplyDeleteTammie I am glad to see you are staying on top of things even though it sure does get overwhelming! I too have been working on the back to school stuff here and am all done with the biggest things. We will have to get school supplies the first week of September after they get their supply lists from their teachers. I do have all the paper, folders, pens, pencils and that kind of stuff though :) I shop for that stuff at the end of the school year! I hate crowds! So I do remember summer being much longer when I was younger, we would get out about June 3 and wouldn't go back until just after Labor Day!! I personally would like a year round schooling here though as my kids lose so much during the summer especially topher with his learning needs and such. Also my kids are already bored and ready to go back lol! Well I have to go and get showered and get to the store. I hope you have a blessed day...week and do you have anything fun planned for the weekend?
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