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Friday, January 9, 2009

THOUGHTS ...

It is 3:30 am. I can't sleep. My brain is thinking and won't shut up.  Depression and winter blues are getting the better of me. Gracie fell asleep with the kids upstairs tonight - very unusual - so I might be finding that why I can't sleep very well... atleast some of the reason. I keep thinking she'll wake up any minute and want in her "spot". She is usually very particular.

Sat here for a bit of time and re-did my settings. No more "friends of friends" bull ... everything on my page is now to friends only. I wish Multiply had a way to actually block  groups ... like everyone that isn't a friend or set everything at ONE TIME, but I had to do it all individually. That sucked.

I keep meaning to do my "week 8 update" thing, but just lost momentum on that whole thing. So many emotions all the time.

 

I really am ready for spring. I wish I could be irrisponsible and take the rent money that he hasn't picked up yet and just go away with it. God, I need out of here. Yeeaaaa, I know - that would solve nothing, but it is nice to dream anyway.

I am blabbing and serving no purpose as usual. Maybe I will go shower or watch TV .. Who knows  ... some more infomercials might be on for my amusement. Great.

18 comments:

  1. Did something happen? Why no more friends of friends? Yep, I'm being nosey but you don't have to tell me if you don't wanna. lol
    Sorry you couldn't sleep, I hate nights like that and I hate infomercials too. Not much longer and Spring will be here. Just keep telling yourself that. HUGS!!!

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  2. Did something happen? Why no more friends of friends? Yep, I'm being nosey but you don't have to tell me if you don't wanna. lol
    Sorry you couldn't sleep, I hate nights like that and I hate infomercials too. Not much longer and Spring will be here. Just keep telling yourself that. HUGS!!!

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  3. It would be nice if you could go to a sleep therapy place and find out why you have imsomnia so bad. Does it have anything to do with your (Insert long word here) issues? Or is it just your brain working overtime. <---that happens to Matt sometimes....

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  4. you know, I found the page once where you can change your settings for your blogs all at once, without opening the blog up and editing and all that...but for the LIFE of me, couldn't tell you where it is, or probably find it again myself! LOL

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  5. I dunno .. It might be because of the AICCP... but not proven. I have had insomnia since my 20's and my sleep is just all screwed up all the time. It prolly don't help with stressor depression and my brain ... yea, I think it is like Matt's ! LOL.

    I see Mult is acting all wonkybonkers again this morning. UGH.

    And ya' know .. I heard about the mysterious page too, but I haven't found it yet myself ! HA HA HA.

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  6. I don't like the way the settings have to be done here either!! BLAH

    Did G ever wake up and want in her spot?

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  7. I don't like the way the settings have to be done here either!! BLAH

    Did G ever wake up and want in her spot?

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  8. No ! Can you beleive it. She is STILL sleeping in Hannah's room. I am thinking I like it. I wanna go party ! HAHA.

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  9. Sorry you couldn't sleep. Our phone rang in the middle of the night last night. It was a wrong number. I had a hard time falling back to sleep. Hope you got some sleep.

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  10. Yes it is and it's really pissing me off. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR

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  11. Cute that Gracie sleeps w/ her big sister. I don't think Lil Kiss would ever do that!

    Hope you're napping right now!

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  12. I can't wait for it to be spring either! It was warm all of my winter break, and as soon as I get back to school (and have to walk around campus), it's back to like 30 degrees!!! And it's soooo windy here!

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  13. Oh I can't wait for spring either! I am so ready! To much snow now!! Yikes!! I am sorry you were awake at 3:30 with your mind going crazy! I have had morning like that!! I hope your Friday and weekend will be good! Big hugs to you!!!

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  14. I couldn't sleep the other night either. My brain was just thinking too much! I hate it when that happens. Hope you get rest

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  15. I have been an insomniac all week. Not being able to fall asleep. Could be cause I pop in the Gilmore Girls dvd, I got the whole collection for xmas, and I'm too interested and can't fall asleep..lol! Hope you get some rest this weekend!

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  16. aww Gracie. :)
    I wonder if she ever woke back up last night?

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  17. My daughter got season 7 on dvd and is almost done. Its her favorite show!

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  18. I'm on season 7 right now, 2nd to last disc and I just don't want it to end. I started with season 6 because I had seen 1-5 but when I'm done I might have to start over from the beginning. It's one of my favorite shows!

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