GOOD MORNING.

Hello ! Happy early Friday morning, I can't sleep so I am up careening the internet as usual.

I have a sore throat and just kinda ache all over, it is my joints again, so I doubt it is more than just a cold.

Wanna know something weird ?! I was looking at The Weather Channel.com to see what our weather was going to be this weekend and then I got interested in the satelite veiws that you can look at. I typed in my zip codes and it will show you litterally from satelite your house, cars and your town. I looked up my old house, new house and the ones in Indiana I grew up in. I looked at Ft. Monnouth in Jersey where we were stationed ... it was so neat to see those things from a satelite perspective ... and to think I went to see the weather ! lol.

I just found our house online too..  http://preferred2.wisconsin.remax.com/listings/ListingDetail_r4.aspx?L...

 Really, it is for my own referance, I really shouldn't have looked cuz, of course now it is bothering me. I sure wish I had 94,000 right now, I would buy it back. I miss my house and seeing makes me wanna cry. We did so much to it and hoped to live there for a long time. SIGH ....

I still don't understand tho how we can have it appraised for 210 and they sell it for 94. Why does it matter if a bank owns it or not, they technically  owned it before didn't they ?? I mean, they took it !!! Until the deed is in your hands you seriously don't own it anyway ... so what is the difference ? Right ? Grrr, confusing ....

So anywhoodles, I got alot to do later on but am hoping to catch a few winks first, If I am lucky. I would like to get the tree up maybe this weekend, or atleast start it and some decor anyway, we'll see how that goes .. I don't know what Adam has planned.

I started reading a new book that Windi sent me last night .. I will let you know how I like it when I am done with it, Thanks again Win ! :O)

I am debating whether or not I want to go put dishes away right now or fold some laundry .... now realistically I feel like doing neither - BUT I am just sitting here and can't sleep - no kids hollering and running about ... so it would be the perfect time to do it. Lord I seriously need better motivation sometimes. Winter puts me in a funk. If this were summer I would be up and all happy go lucky like. Even at this hour.

And besides, in this house, sound seems to carry and wake everyone up... not really alot of secluded space here and I hate that. Since we have no bedroom of our own at this house it is easy to wake Adam who is sleeping on the floor. So maybe it is just best to just lie here after all.

SIGH  ..  Did I say I missed my house ? Well, I do. I think God saw I took it for granted. I wish I hadn't. I really don't like this house to well, but I am trying to have faith, and this IS what the Lord provided when I prayed, so I musn't complain.

I know that someday I will have an ever better house than before. I just wish it would be now. Yes, I am impatient too.

Oh well, I have done enough blabbering, my fingers and my head are starting to hurt and yukky my throat hurts more now.. hmmm, prolly cuz I am tired, just can't sleep. Stress does that sometimes... yeaaaa, that's me.

Well, hope ya'll have a great Friday, I'll be around later in the evening maybe.

TAMMIE :o)