That's me. It is 3:30 am and I can't sleep. Head won't stop thinking about this damn place. Sometimes I think that is all it does.
Anyway, I erased the last two blogs written. I said too much and offended some people with my being myself too overzealously again. It has been said that folks like me should crawl in a whole and die, as well they have thier opinion as I have my own. I knew better to come and say anything too religious or politcal. That is being too much of one self here - and in doing so, is taboo.
Looks like the good Lord heard though... last night the cramping and bleeding started. I had a miscarriage in 1999, so I know what one is. I will go to the doc in the morning to make sure all is clear. So no need to worry, back to the ol' grindstone - a.k.a. Depression ridden Shitville. I am just glad I knew I was PG to begin with, or I would have thought I was dying. Too much of a good thing anyway, can be toxic - ya' know ? So, I am glad it fit in with the rest of the year .....
I have closed my page for a bit of time, I need to get my life in order and stop letting the computer control me. I spend way too much time wallowing around here.
I'll be back eventually.
TAMMIE
" Better to learn from mistakes and keep your mouth shut - than to not learn and always spew words of stupidity" .
Elma Beamer
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