THURSDAY's THOUGHTS with a few photos..

HELLO MY FRIENDS ! HAPPY THURSDAY ONCE AGAIN !

1) It has been a very long day. I think It has rained here almost everyday this week, just glad it isn't snow yet.

2) Never made it to my hibernation mode to watch my movie last night... Adam and I got into a tiff about going to church, he didn't want to go - while I did, So, we ended up staying at home and  doing nothing yet again. I did make chocolate chip cookies tho.

3) After dinner - bizarre Brittany decided that she needed to dress up for the occasion of doing the dishes... as I roll my eyes again ... here is a photo !

4) So while Brittany was washing dishes and cleaning the kitchen, a thunk was heard from the upstairs... followed by screams and "Oh goodness Mommmmmmmy, there's blood .... BLOOD " I ran to the stairs, Adam pushed me over and this is what I saw when I finally got up.

* SIGH,It was awful deep and horrible. Right above and on the side of the right eye. Blood was everywhere. The photo was taken after a bit of clean up and the rest of the evening was spent at the ER.  My poor poor baby had to have 5 stitches in her poor little head. I was crying and she was crying. They tried to give her ladocaine to numb it, but she screamed so much, I seriously do not think it helped at all. She must have felt everything, I wanted to vomit, it took everything I had to hold it in. Normally medical stuff don't phase me, but with my own kid ! Oh, I just wanna cry thinking about it all. :O(  and She's gonna have an awful scar too. Waaaaaaaaaa !

5) Her poor eye is all swollen today, it looks just dreadful. I guess that the kids were all just goofing off and she'd fallen over and hit the edge of the table. So guess I will be buying table corner guard thingys. I should have already done so. That makes me feel bad. :O(

6) Gracie got a birthday card from my mom today. I am kinda hurt about it tho... I still never got one for mine tho and my birthday is 6 days before hers. :O( I mean atleast mentioning it might even be nice.

7) Gracie also got a birthday card from our fave doctor too, I was shocked !

8) I am/was kinda hoping lately that Adam would read the bible with me or do things with me along those lines to just spend time together, but he just isn't interested. I know if I push tho, he'll just back farther away. Oh SIGH. Somedays it is so lonely here and 'cold' ...it seems insurmountable to tackle the issue of our relationship.

9) I am excited about some things I have been reading tho, but alot are online and want you to buy things, this saddens me - cuz- I can't, but yet I want to. There are a lot of resourses online, but I like actual books sometimes too. Especially when they are reccomended.

10) Oh .. I thought I had 13 thoughts --- but I am just all fizzled out and the brain is fried. Must decide what to make for dinner and do a load of laundry.  Maybe I will try to take my nap instead. YYYYYEeeeeeeeeeeea. sure.

Hope ya'll have a great evening !

TAMMIE