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Sunday, September 7, 2008

SAYING HELLO ..

Hello my frenz. :o) I just wanted to stop in and say hello. Hope yalls Monday will be a good one. I have not been a very good blog friend.. so I must appologize. No excuses. I am being a bit lazy ... well, atleast in blognadia. In my real life I am still so busy.. and there is a lot going on. I sponge painted part of the hall yesterday .. and will finish the rest tomorrow. I hate sounding like a weinie . but between doing things.. and still getting so dopey feeling and tired. I think if I could .. I would take more naps than the baby . .. lol. My meds are close to gone and with no medical insurance what so ever I am not looking forward to a week or so from now. I am already fighting depression again and trying to maintain and function. Panic attacks sometime happen .. I get ticks and tremors and can't afford any doctor right now. I have spent a lot of time questioning the Lord .. so many bad things just seem to keep happening to us all in a row. and as much as I luv you all, somethings I just don't wanna share right now. Well.. as of right now we still don't have net .. they said they'd call me as soon as they could squeeze me in.. but no word yet. so phone blogs or library is all I can do right now. The kids first week of school was pretty uneventful. I have so much to say and a lot of pictures to share.. so I can't wait till I can. Well ... Im gonna go to bed guys. hope yall have a great week ! TAMMIE :O)

13 comments:

  1. Sorry you aren't doing too well...I've been thinking of ya:)

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  2. well, we've all been thinking about you Tammie!

    I'm sorry you aren't feeling well. *hugs*

    Try and hang in there, sweetie, ok? You know there's nothing wrong with 'questioning the Lord'. We all do it at some point in time. Especially when we go through hard times. Just keep praying and reading the bible and talking to Him....... I'll be praying that you feel Him back in your life soon.......

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  3. I'm sorry things are not improving. I will be praying for ya! Big Hugs!

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  4. Oh Tammie... I cannot imagine not being able to go back to the dr. I have had my meds run out SO many times, when I HAVE insurance, and I know how awful it makes you feel, and desperate, and sad. I wish there was something I could do.

    Sounds like we are kinda in the same place right now... and that makes me feel so bad. I hate feeling like this, and it makes me even more sad to know that someone else is feeling the same way.

    If you need to talk.... I am around. (HUG)

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  5. Sorry you haven't been feeling well. Take care.

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  6. Always thinking of u! Hope u feel better soon! ...P.S. Gordon's IN the Chase!!.. Whoohoo!!!!

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  7. Isn't A still in the military??? Why don't you have Tricare? Get some rest chica.

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  8. Sorry to hear things are so bad for you.

    Glad to hear the kids first week went well.

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  9. Sorry you haven't been feeling well! I am saying prayers for you! hugs!

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  10. You don't have to apologize for not blogging as often. You've got your hands full right now, like crazy, and that makes most of us not blog as often.

    "I have spent a lot of time questioning the Lord .. so many bad things just seem to keep happening to us all in a row. " Someone told me the other day, "It's OK to be mad at God for a while, he can handle it, and he understands."

    I hope things smooth out for you, and you get back on insurance ASAP.

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  11. Im glad to hear from you. I knew you were probably busy but didnt know you were feeling so badly :( Sorry that your meds are about to run out too :(
    Sounds like you are getting a lot of stuff done and I cant wait to see the pictures when you are back.
    Im glad also to hear that the kids are doing well so far in school! :)
    Take care and keep us posted when you can!

    HUGS
    I hope you feel better soon!

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  12. No apologies necessary!! You know I went through a really rough time last fall and I really questioned faith and what God's plan was for me and it sucked big time, why would things get so bad and no one was looking out for me etc.. but I got through it and I know that you will too.
    You have all of us to hold you up when you need us!!
    I hope you start to feeling better soon Tammie!

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  13. I am so sorry that one thing after another has been happening to you. The meds running out is not good at all. Is there a free clinic or something in your area that you can go to for help?

    It sounds as though that you’re getting a lot done around the house. I can’t wait to see pics.

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