Thursday, September 11, 2008
DONT KNOW WHY ...
Today of all days is hard anyway ... but I am having a pretty rough go of it. I feel as if no one understands. Yesterday was ok .. as a few inbetween days are .. but this depression is reeling me in like a big mouth bass. My kids .. well the younger two have been near impossible to deal with .. they are always up my ass ... I turn around and step on them.. I try to eat and they both attack me even tho they have their own food. I tried to take a nice calming shower last night but that didn't even last five minutes before Cameron ripped his clothes off and jumped in with me asking me a quarter a trillion questions. I am still not getting a lot done... I don't feel good.. I cry... and more and more stuff just keeps happening to sink me deeper in my hole. I just don't know WHY life has to be this way. I hate it. Gracie is FINALLY napping today .. but it won't last nearly long enough. Just wanted to check in .. I've been reading just not commenting... I hope yall are doing ok. :o)
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Sorry you are having such a tough time, Tammy. I hope you are able to see someone for your depression. Lock that bathroom door and take some time for yourself!
ReplyDeleteI so know the feeling! There are days when I am like omg do you think you could get up my ass anymore than you are now lol.....I thought I was the only one that felt like that lol......and mine are 9 and 13.....
ReplyDeleteHope you get to feeling better soon! Take care! Big hugs!
I dont know you personally but I just wanted to say that you are not the only one that has or does feel this way...especially us mom's that feel the need to carry around the world on our shoulders....I have been there more times than I can count. Just have to take a deep breath....& remember all the blessings in your life!
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry hun! I know how ya feel! It seems like when you just wanna be left alone..people just can't stay out of your face. Then when you get angry..you're the mean one! Hope tomorrow's better =-)
ReplyDelete*hugs*....
ReplyDeleteI got nothing much more I can say. You are in my prayers.....
(((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteJust thinkin 'bout you. Sorry you're having a rough go.
ReplyDeleteSorry things are still rough :(
ReplyDeleteHope that your rough go of it passes soon. ((hugs))
ReplyDeleteHope you feel better. :(
ReplyDeleteSorry you are going through a hard time. Hopefully it will pass soon.
ReplyDeleteHey girl! Its good to hear from you still...Im glad you blogged.I am sorry that things are not any better. I am happy that lil Gracie napped..hopefully it was a long one today.
ReplyDeleteIf you need someone to talk too, im here for you.
HUGS Tammie
Aw Tammie, I'm so sorry things are still so rough.. try to get some ALONE time and take a breather.
ReplyDeleteTammie, I'm here, too. I'm sorry you're feeling so bad. I'm sure feeling so PHYSICALLY bad doesn't help, either. Have you been able to see the Dr. to get some meds and find out what is causing this flare?
ReplyDeleteIf not, you need to, even if just to tell him about your depression and get a referral, if needed. YOU have to put yourself first....because you have your kids to take care of! You can't do that if you're sick...so start by calling the Dr. and getting an appt. as quickly as possible.
Then...let me know how ou make out, okay? I'm thinking about you....
Sorry you're having such a rough time. Hope things start to get better for you soon.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry your having such a tough time right now. You need to do something that makes you happy...something as simple as a walk. I hope you are feeling better soon.
ReplyDeleteHugs.