Monday, September 22, 2008
10:30 am ON A MONDAY.
Wellll, you know it's gonna be a good day when you wake up with a migrane. :o) Oh jolly ! Actually, I think it is still my migrane from yesterday .... it was so horrible.. it came on like the thunder and stayed pretty much for way too long. I hate migranes.. I get them often and have gotten used to coping with them, but I still hate them. Yesterdays was just awful tho and so very hard to get anything done. I thought by going to bed and sleeping well it would get the hint that it over stayed its welcome ... but I guess not. :o( So today .. IF I'm lucky, I will do everything that I tried to do yesterday and do some over... when I have a migrane and do things. its never done right... part of my OCD thing. I am tired of these days, tired of the days running together .. I feel this is not making a lot of sence.. so please forgive me. I am stressed out, depressed, having an anziety attack, freaked out, frazzled, having a nervous breakdown .... I dunno. whatever you wanna call it. I need some serious time away from this shit hole .. I need some money or some friends to hang with ... I need a good cry .. why do so many things have to be all on me at once ? I wish someone, anyone understood. I wish I knew someone to just hang with and get away - to forget what is going on here sometimes. I have no local friends and usually that's ok. One of these days I just need to unload all of my angst here.. but then I fear I'd have no friends left .. it would all come spilling out onto these pages like a bomb. I need help, I think.. I despise shrinks tho.. but have no friends that truly 'get me'. I think I have too many problems. Ya.. Im sorry ...See !? that's what migranes do to me.. I just can't get my act together. I hate sounding this way and that seems like all I can seem to do anymore. Oh wells, its a bad day.. nothing new.. atleast there is tommorrow. ?????????? Oh boyy ... eee ! Can't wait.
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Awwww I am sorry about your migrane! I hate just a headache and I don't think I could handle a migrane! I hope it will go away soon for you!!! I hear you on things happening all at once!! I sure hope you feel better fast! Hugs
ReplyDeleteI think more people than you realize understand. It just doesn't seem to help much when you are in the middle of it. *hugs*.... I've said time and again, I wish I lived closer....... and I do.
ReplyDeleteHope your migraine gets better soon.....
I hope that you feel better soon Tammie!
ReplyDeleteUgh i hope u feel better soon! I woke up with a migraine yesterday as well. I wish this virus or whatever it is would go away!
ReplyDeleteI think more people understand than what you think in fact allot are probably going through the same thing as you are....I wish I lived closer to you....I really hope you feel better soon....about those things always happening at once I know how you feel on that one...Its like they don't give you time to take a breathe to catch up on the last episode...I am so sorry you are going through all of this...BIG HUGS!
ReplyDeleteMigraines suck!!!! I get them too. Hope you feel better soon.
ReplyDeleteI hope your migrane goes away. Sorry you are going through a rough time. I'm here if you ever want to talk!
ReplyDeleteI hope your migrane goes away. I hear you about stress and panic attacks. I haven't been doing so well either, well since you read my blog you know why. : )
ReplyDeleteHope your migrane goes away. I hear ya about the stress and panic stuff too. I haven't been doing so well myself but since you've read my blog you know that. : )
ReplyDeleteWhat's up with Multiply today. I typed my first post and then it said I hadn't so I did it again and darn if I didn't find them both. Weird.
ReplyDeleteI haven't had a true migraine in a while but MAN they SUCK!!!
ReplyDeleteI am crossing my fingers yours goes away quickly. Big hugs Tammie!
Oh, I hope that nasty migraine passes, soon!
ReplyDeleteIt's true that none of us can go through the exact same things, but we can still be a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on, and empathize with each other on similiar things going on.
Ugh, sorry about the migraine. I hope it passes soon!!!
ReplyDeleteYou have friends here. Spill if it will help because I would never judge you.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry about the migrane, that sucks! You have friends here you can talk to, we get you. BIG HUGS!!! Hey, don't you get internet back tomorrow? That's something to be happy about. :)
ReplyDeleteSorry about the migraine..those are AWFUL! I dont get them very often but they are the worst.
ReplyDeleteWe are all here for you! Tomorrow Tuesday too!! You'll feel better when you are able to get on more. I hope that will make things a lil happier to some degree.
Been thinking about ya! Just havent been online!
I hope u get to feeling better soon Tammie!!!...Guess what...we got a Closing Date on the house! ..Oct.19th!..OMG!! I can't believe it!!! The Sellers asked to have 3 days after that to move out, which is fine because we'll be paid up here through the end of Nov. anyways..so it's not a problem. Got some boxes last night to start packing...Gosh...I don't even know where to begin!..lol. Well try and relax...I hope your headache goes away soon! Take care of yourself! Luv ya, Tammy
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