OKE doke... my kidzillas have half a day of school today so this is a half of a blog. LOL.
Seriously I have like ten qweaktwillion things to do again, so this will be quick.
I have been trying to make it to everyones pages to keep up - I had 108,o87, 976, 52 emails to go through this morning. I am sorry if I haven't left comments, but I am trying to read them all.
With that, I have decided to leave my page open to network here - just in case people want to read, but I won't be going outside my contacts list. I am just not finding enough time anymore.
I think I have decided to not go to Stacey's benefit. With Windi not going I am just having way to many anziety attacks over it. I am not good around people - I know you all don't care, but I constantly worry over who I should impress and who may not like me - you know - I know it is all dumb, and it would probably seriously help to actually go... but somethings just make me way too uncomfortable.
On a good note though - I have been wanting to go see my Mom for about a month now, just can't seem to either find the time or money - but Windi is going to be in Chicago instead next weekend, so if I can swing it - I can go visit my Mom AND get to see Windi - - - that would be so awesome !!!! I LUV going back home !
Gracie is driving me crazy - she wants to be all over the place and I just discovered that she has BOTH bottom teeth coming in... Oh boy !!!!!!! I swear - time needs to slow down, crawling - getting teeth .... Jordan has a girlfriend (KC) that he wants me to meet .... oy... time goes way to fast ! (Me no likey meeting new people :O(
Speaking of which - yesterday we picked up the kids from school and when we picked up Jordan - looking at him sometimes is weird anymore. I see a man - where has my little boy gone ? WAAAAAA ! This makes me sad. Does anyone else look at thier kids sometimes and feel like that ?
Ok, on a bad note - I *THINK* my dryer broke last night ! The drum thing turns ... but NO heat - AT ALL !!!! OH MY GOD ! HOWWWWWWWWW can I possibly even think about life without a dryer ????? I have 5 kids and the hubbs that thrive on creating laundry for me. I WILLL go insane ! I cannot afford a new one - I can't afford a used one ... damn it - we just spent stupid money too - this sucks - that is all I am saying !
Well, it is another B-E-A UTIFUL day outside - so I MUST go out zeeeee door - I hope that you all have a good day !
MUCH LUV, TAMMIE :o)
Hello Tammie! I am the first one here! LOL
ReplyDeleteOkay had to post it before I wasn't the first one any more!! I think I would feel funny about going to a benifit if I didn't know at least one person! Yeah on you getting to see your mom and Windi too! Yeah!!!! That should be fun for you. Oh the getting into everything stage! Yikes.!!! OH I look at my kids all the time and think that question. Especially with Ally and Johnathan. Sometimes I just look and think WOW I have 5 kids?? Me??? I had them all?? LOL Oh my gosh with 5 kids no time for a dryer to be broken! Oh my girl I am so sorry , I have been there and it's not fun at all! Ugh!!! I'll pray something happens! Maybe you could find a freecycle group in your area and maybe someone is giving away a dryer!!! Have a great rest of yoru day!! Hugs to you!!
ReplyDeleteDude, don't you know appliances have a way of smelling tax money. Never fails, you get a tax check and some much needed appliance dies. That's how I ended up with my monster of a washer a couple years ago. Grace is scooting out of the way for the next one lol... Yeah I know you didn't want to hear that. OK... I'm out. Enjoy the rest of your day to the best of your ability.
ReplyDeleteYou need to slow down, you're gonna burn yourself out. I hope you do find a way to get back to Chicago this weekend.
It's ALWAYS when you blow some fun money that something major happens! GAH...Google the dryer issue...could actually be a minor repair...that you can do.
ReplyDeleteomg, so true! Or else the car breaks down. Never fails.. NEVER!
ReplyDeleteChicago! whoot whoot! ...
Yeah I am right there with you on the looking at my son and not seeing my baby anymore! OMG he is 13 now and facial hair and his voice is changing I am like ACKKKKKKK! I am not ready for all these changes now! lol
ReplyDeleteAbout your nervous attacks OMG! we are so alike its not even funny! I take medicine for my attacks though! Now that everyone thinks I am crazy! lol
I love to meet new people,but I am who I am! Before getting on the medicine I would always worry what people thought Now not so much! I am not saying that I don't but it just doesn't seem as important to me what others think!
Hugs to you! learn to take a deep breath and relax! love ya girl!
I look at my oldest like that too...you are not alone!
ReplyDeleteWell, I'll miss meeting you at the benefit but I'm glad you'll get to see your mom and windi.
ReplyDeleteGood luck with the dryer thing....
Maybe the dryer just needs a belt. That happened to us once before.
ReplyDeleteGood luck with Jordan's new girlfriend..time sure does fly by fast. I think it would be really hard seeing your son looking so grown up.
I know some will definately miss you at the benefit...i think you made the right choice for you.
I hope you can swing the gas money..sheri's went up to $4!!!! YIKES! That would be awesome to meet Windi!! :) *fingers crossed for you*
Yikes, my dryer just did that about a month ago and it was something had overheated and burnt out (I think) Thankfully my M.I.L.'s BF is an appliance repairman!! Hope yours is an easy fix too!
ReplyDeleteMy oldest is 6 (I know, still young) but I look at her and feel like we just brought her home from the hospital!!
I hope you get to meet your friend and go to see your mom! We all could use a break now and again!
OY - THE HEATING ELEMENT MIGHT BE OUT ON MY DRYER.... I CALLED TO SEE HOW MUCH IT WILL COST TO COME LOOK - AND CAN YA'LL BELIEVE 80 DOLLARS ????
ReplyDeleteYEEEA....
Hey hey! I am looking forward to meeting you up in the Big Windy.
ReplyDeleteLater!
I feel the same way about my son all the time. Especially when I'm watching him walking towards me in the distance, sometimes I don't even recognize him because I think I'm still looking to see this little boy. lol
ReplyDeleteSucks about your dryer!
For half a blog it looked pretty full to me.
ReplyDeleteThat sucks about the dryer.... hope you figure it out and it doesn't cost a bundle to repair.
Hey girlie! I hate that u will be missing the Benefit..but I don't blame u..I absolutely hate going to stuff where I don't hardly know anyone..I usually won't go..lol. That will be so cool to get to meet Windi and see your Mom though. I'm going to see my Parents and Grandparents tomorrow. It's kinda for Mothers Day and my Dads B-day. Then Sat. & Sun. I need to get in here and shampoo my carpets (one of the joys of having animals..lol) and clean out my spare (junk) room ..it's full of crap AGAIN!..lol Oh...and the All-Star Race is Sat. night! Whoo! Go Gordon! Pit Crew Challenge tonight! My dryer has been broke for the last little bit too..been hanging up everything to dry..but there is only 2 of us..big diff..lol. Hope u can get it fixed soon. Awww..Jordan has a g/f..how sweet! You'll have to tell us all about her. Well hope u have a good weekend! I probably won't be back around till Mon.! So take care! And I'll tty then! Lots of Hugzzz! Tammy
ReplyDeleteyeah - that was a full one! Our dryer hit the skids a few months ago. Since it would have been $400 to fix the damn thing - we just got a new one. crud.
ReplyDeleteLove the "smell a tax rebate" comment! heh.
sigh, I do not want my boys to ever have a girlfriend. Hmmm...maybe they'll have a boyfriend, that way I'll never have to deal w/ a daughter in law? did I really just say that out loud?
OK .... WOW !!!
ReplyDeleteLMAO.