Where is the other shoe ???

Today, I actually see the sun out ! Holy cow....  but not too much help really it is still minus something out there. YUK !

Spring is soon, spring is soon .... gotta keep saying that !

Things seem to go up and down here so much lately that it has me seriously wondering when the other shoe is gonna drop ?!

Like this ... A few days ago, I placed a phone call to the place that does our taxes and she said drop them off anytime, but with her being so busy, it would probably be two weeks till she could do them. Ok ... fine, perfect I thought. Well she just called me and said they are done. and? that since she knows us well she went out of her way to expedite them..... Oh my ... now I feel like a heel, because I don't have the money to pay the fee for her doing them until we get the money. Now I have to call her back and sound like a big dork and tell her that. I am looking forward to any return though, so I hope it is halfway ok. Now something else for me to worry about.

I'm still feeling really good about the fact that I had a really good conversation with someone last night that I hadn't spoke to in a while, but I keep worrying that some people might really be mad at either her or I for speaking to one another. I know, I worry about silly things - sometimes I think if I had nothing to worry about, I would worry that I wasn't worrying !

Gracie is being super cranky today, and I don't know why ......

My son Cameron is running around in circles watching this dopey show called" Yo, Gabba Gabba" .... oh my what a weird show ....... but he's actually being quiet watching it, which never happens, so guess I will just leave it on for now. I know I shouldn't be sitting here letting him just watch tv ... but it isn't usual he sits still long enough, so I am gonna enjoy it.

A little bit ago he goes into the kitchen... gets into the cabinet and takes out a can of Pringles - Spicy Guacamole chips .... runs all over the house with them - so now my house smells just like those chips.... it isn't that good of a smell.

Ugh we need payday so bad right now. I have to go to the store this evening, but have very little money, gotta choose things to buy that are cheap. I miss just going to the store whenever and throwing things in the cart. I've been having to total as I go lately and it is very irritating. I am not very good at this.

UH OH .... that show is over and Cameron is growling and running back and forth now like a mad man. Guess I spoke to soon ... all that pent up energy in - what - 10 minutes !!!! Yikes !

My kids have been annoying me the last few days.....and that seriously has not happened in a long time. I dunno, maybe it is just this being cooped up stuff, but they have been argueing more than usual lately and tattling about every little thing ..... grrr, SPRING - PLEASE HURRY !

Went to bed half way early last night ... kinda it was like midnight or something. But it didn't last long....I got restless and then couldn't sleep. I watched some TV and finally fell back asleep around 3. Don't know if it was because I just couldn't get my brain to stop thinking about things or what.... I need to get outside today and burn some energy, will take some advice and do them, hoping it helps. Not sleeping well sucks.

Well, I think Gracie just dozed off to sleep, so now is my chance to try to do something. I would relly like to shower, but ha ha .... that is impossible here sometimes ! I'd have to actually tie Cameron down !

ok... have a a good day all ! I'LL be back soon !

:O) TAMMIE