So, it is just obvious here people ! After holding out some wild, insane and crazy form of hope, I just plain give up that I am E.V.E.R. going to get out of this HOLE !!!!!
Yep ... that is the bad news for the day. No Georgia. The good ???? The hubby gets to return to work .... here. Oh yes, seems they've found another spot here for him to go to that needed someone. Goodie me.
Now ? The ugly ? HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA - The lameoid fact that my sappy butt has to stay up in this frozen waste land a second longer ! I will be insane soon and that is ugly .... lol !
So, ok - ok .. I won't lie ... I DID say something like ... whatever happens means it is meant to .... but ok, errrrrr - maybe I was joking ! Mannnnnnn - I soooo wanted to look forward to this.
OOOO -. I will get over it tho, don't worry. I knew not to hold my breath, it has happened too many times. Seems as though the more I want to leave - means I actually don't. Been up here since late 2003 - suppose I'll last a bit longer. Just hope it's not THAT much longer. :O( grrrrrr.
Ok, so the Lord has some odd reason for making me suffer or he really has some reason to keep me up here, I dunno, but I DO figure moving WILL happen in time .... just when he decides, I guess.
OK .... enough of that. Here it is 3 am again and being that I've obviously had my hours turned all around and can't get back to normal, I wrote another blog. Gracie is up right now - but not fussy. She is in a good mood and smiling at everything. It is so cute. I can't wait to load my new pix to show you all how much she's grown. I do wish that I could stop being so tired tho, I get more done when I'm not. Anyway ...
Brittany's eye is better tonight, so she'll go to school in the morning. It was all nasty yesterday - red and swollen looking. I am glad it sorta went away though, it was hard to keep her from wanting to itch at it.
Cameron fell asleep on the sofa tonight by the heater ... so I just let him stay there. I am hoping to not regret it in the morning - he can be so cranky sometimes when he don't sleep right.
Whew - with Adam returning to work in the morning, I suppose I can hopefully get something done around here. .... and I really should make myself get back on a day schedule ... this night thing is boring. I just started the dishwasher and need to do a load of laundry too - but what I think I will actually ATTEMPT to do instead - is to lie down now .... so goodnight all, as soon as Gracie falls asleep, hopefully I will too !
HAVE A GOOD DAY ! :o) Your Friend, TAMMIE
Oh I miss those quiet middle of the night alone time with my children when they were infants. It's the greatest feeling just you and your baby while the whole world is asleep ... taking in their smell, staring into their eyes, feeling them grip your finger as you rub their smooth soft skin. Nothing like it!
ReplyDeleteI'll say it, maybe there is a reason you are there. I know you don't want to be, but something good always come from the bad, even if it doesn't feel like anything good is going to happen. I know ... I lived one disaster after another recently andI know how frustrating it can be. The good news though is he is back to work!
Man, I'm sorry Georgia is not in the works for you! :(
ReplyDeletesomeday you'll get back to the day time schedule...some kids are just hard to get to sleep properly. I know Trevor was easy and Calvin was impossible to get on any type of decent schedule. Eventually it'll work itself out.
Hang in there......spring will come eventually, and you will feel better!
Maybe you've got unfinished business there you need to finish first, like all the drama surrounding your house. When it's time you'll get the orders. We've been here since 1999. Gotta tell you as much as I hate the weather out here, it's home now. When I first moved here I hated it.... and most of the time I still hate it here lol, but it's not really all that bad a place to be stationed. Maybe now that Adam is going back to work, he'll be less grumpy. William loved being on leave this last 5 weeks simply because he didn't have to do anything, especially get up at 5:30am for PT. I miss having him here to talk to during the day, but I'm glad he's back at work. At least for the time being he's threatening to take leave again once he gets his change of command all finished up... that's what he was doing when he got sick in December. So they stopped where he left off and went on leave too. lol Ok.. I've rambled enough, I'm going to go get dressed I've got a 9am appointment.
ReplyDeleteHello Tammie! Sorry to hear you news about not moving! I didn't get to comment on your other blog yet but I laughed when you said you loved moving! I don't! Not with 7 people. I hope to not have to move again. Well I wish the house I am in would be in another state. Oh I remember when Weslee was little and he would wake every 2 hours, when he finally got to sleeping through the night my body was so use to being away that it still woke up! YIKES!! I hope your day will be great! Hugs
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