GOOD MORNING FRIENDS !!!

Hello, how are you all this morning ? I know it's Monday and all, but it's okay - Friday will be here again in no time.

OK ..... So I know what you're thinking ..... "I thought you were taking a break - hummmmmm" ? Well - in all honesty, I am going to - but I think that I'm so addicted to this stuff that I was having withdrawl symptoms - ok,ok ... so it WAS only for ONE day ... but still. I figure that I may not have tons and tons of friends waiting on every blog I write ... however, the friends that I do have - are FAR better than having the tons and tons of friends - my friends here are the best in all the world. You KNOW who you are !

Another reason for me writting this blog is because I thought last week they'd have shut off my internet ... and day by day - I waited and they never did .... so, I know it is going to come soon as I haven't had money to pay the bill. I frankly am so suprised they have waited this long. BUT, I am thankful for it. I have actually come to like this whole Multiply thing ... dang it ! lol ! :O)

Wanna know what else I was thinking ? It is funny - in school, I can remember that they gave us assignments to keep journals or a writting book thing of some kind. I never wanted anyone to read it, so I didn't want to do it ... growing up, I also never kept a diary of any kind either ... mainly because it seemed to me to be more of a "girlie" kinda thing - and as you all know, I was a tomboy ... far from girlie. No way was I gonna have some girlie diary. lol ! Anyway - another reason, I know - was my mom, she used to go through my room all the time and read anything. One time I had written a letter to someone whose wedding we'd gone too. The bride was so pretty, so in the letter I had told her how beautiful she was and that I wished to have such a nice wedding someday and be as so very pretty as she was. Well, wouldn't you know it - my mother went through my things, found the letter and ACTUALLY sent it to this woman. OMG --- I was sooooo embarrassed. She wasn't really supposed to see it, and there was no way my own mother was supposed to figure out that I had - had an actual thought of being girlie (even once)..... so then I vowed that I was never going to write things down for people to embarrass me with or write in a stinky diary either. (((LOL...... thinking tho ... ISN'T THIS KINDA BLOGGING THING NOT LIKE A DIARY - PEOPLE ?! LOL..... My thoughts exactly ! :O) HEY - atleast it isn't girlie !))) HA HA HA HA HAH AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!! But man ..... I don't know if it is because it actually helps me through things or what, but this friggin' stuff is so addictive and even tho it is personal,I don't mind people reading my thoughts.(if they choose to do so) ANd? the best part is that I have made friends doing it too. :O0 Regardless, there was that minor set back a few months back, and to tell you the truth it does still bother me occasionally. I don't like to have people misunderstand me or take what I mean the wrong way. I felt SOOOOOOOO unheard through all that ... just like I did in school and I hated that. I actually contemplated giving up blogging forever - I was so close but you know what ? - if it wasn't for 360, and my friends that I made there, I would have never come to the realization that blogging/writing is actually and really therapuedicly fun - nor would I have made the great friends that I have now. Thank You 360.

On another note : THE PACKERS LOST ........ need I really say more ? ! OOOOH Thank the Lord !!!!

*Wanted to let you all know (if the net stays on here) I will be working through all my photos during the week... if I have the time. I would like to have separate folders for all the kids and or occasions, but there are so many photos to go through and ones I want to switch around. So, If you see things moved, changed or missing - don't worry - it is a work in progress, and will be better soon. I did add photos of me never seen before in my profile area tho,(click link under music player on main page) just in case you'd like to go take a look. I know there aren't many newer ones of me tho - I hate pictures, and I usually won't let them be taken of me. I will admit I have some major self esteem issues - a few years back I had destroyed almost all photos of me - and now only very few are left, so I wanted to share those, they may be the only ones you'll ever see. Lord knows, I am too ugly for photos ...lol - that is unless I have a bag over my head ! :O) (YES, I AM always that way) 

Anyone like the look of my page now ? OH, I hope so, It took me most of last night getting it set up. Whenever Grace wasn't wanting to be held, I typed away this or that .... I fixed the profile, added the photos in that, changed the background and fixed some songs too. I went through so many backgrounds and it took me so long because my pages kept freezing up on me and so I would have to stop and open a new page - took so long, but it was worth it, I think. The songs took a bit of time too, but I think I picked a nice one for now to start my page off with. I had so many songs in my head that I couldn't decide upon ....

I still have things I'd like to add on my page tho. Does anyone know how to import the old blogs from 360 ? I have heard of others doing it, and I would like to as well.

So appearantly unless they do cut me off, that it's the only way I can make myself stay away from blogging. I tried, really - I tried to take a break over the weekend and even tho there are tons of things to do or get done in my house, I find myself sitting here .... all hours - typing or reading .... lol ! So, I guess, if the net is on - I will be here ! Somewhere. LOL !

Hmmm, I know if I end this blog now I will figure out something to say before I go or when I end it - that always drives me crazy. Oh well, Gracie just fell asleep and my nightly line up of The HoneyMooners, I love Lucy, Leave It To Beaver, and the Brady Bunch are on - so I guess I will watch those then lie down. Tommorrow is yet another day. Thank You all for reading my blogs, getting to know me, good or bad, happy or sad. It means ALOT to me. I sure hope that all of you have a very wonderful week ahead !

~*~TAMMIE~*~

P.S. To the two friends that I spoke to alot during the day yesterday ... (you know who you are) I will let you know about that one thing as soon as I find out ANYTHING ..... I thank you SOOOOO much - more than you'll ever know. You both have so much going on in your own lives right now to even take the time to think about me, I sooo appriciate it ! Thank You. :O)