SOOOO, I'm sitting here watching the Brady Bunch, eating some fruit snacks and I just got Gracie to sleep. I decided to type out this blog because I am not quite tired yet, but can tell I soon will be. ssso, what better way to unload my mind of all the rubbish it's filled with right now - type it out in thought to all of you ! lol.
1) If you read Saturday's blog, you know I will be thinking of tommorrow, hoping the outcome of whatever will be - will be good... Moving or not. Being a worry wart, I tend to think both the good and the bad and get times where my mind just goes and goes and goes .....it's enough to drive me crazy ! I suppose whatever happens is the way it was meant to ... (can't help but thinking tho - how nice Georgia would be.)
2) Thinking to myself right now that it is a possibility that the internet will be off here tommorrow or even soon. I don't wanna not have net, but if I have to - I guess I have to. I have had no warning as of yet, but I am sure it is coming. See? I worry.
3) Brittany stayed the night at her friends on Friday night and came home with pink eye - she'll be staying at home today. Usually I have to ask her to stay home for things, but this time she actually volunteered.
4) I got a really dumb letter in the mail on Saturday ..... it was from a lawyer in Indiana ..... and it stated that they had put a bench warrant out for my arrest due to my passing bad checks ! WHAT ????? UMMMMMM - helllllllllooooo people !!! Are you stupid or something, how many times do I have to tell these people that I DO NOT live in Indiana - I live in Wisconsin, I have NOT lived in Indiana since late 2003 and we have NOT EVEN had a checking account since May of 2002 !!!! GOSHHHH ! So, I called the place immeadiately that sent the letter, and she said the lawyer was not in at that time but to call back on Monday. As I have had previous contact with these people about similar circumstances and our identity theft, I reminded her that I had sent a letter some time ago - so sure enough she looked and found it - so hopefully they get it this time, I still plan to call them tommorrow and I will go down there if I have to. This is just plain rediculous !!!!! How many more years am I going to have to deal with this crud ?
5)I will be glad when Adam goes back to work .... we keep getting into little disagreements and even though he is not sick with the cold anymore, he is still driving me crazy. I swear, sometimes I think that he thinks he was put here to make my life miserable ! MEN !
6) Even my kids are tired of Adam being so cranky .... with Brittany being so much like me in that she cannot keep her mouth shut, she let into him last night about how to set an example and not just talk about it, while doing another thing. You see, For one - Adam always thinks he is right, and don't let the kids say much (something I disagree with) nor was he raised christian as was I, so sometimes it is a fight to get him to realize that some things are just too negative in his way of thinking or that the kids shouldn't veiw certain things on the TV .... sometimes he seems so oblivious to just about everything ... and it comes off to me like he don't care. But since his mother was more of a dictator (some of you know her) it is hard to break his way of thinking in a similar way .... anyway - he and Britt are always butting heads. I don't know how to put it, but they are just both very stubborn and very vocal people. I sure wish though that Adam was more conscious of how he treats the kids and I wished they'd get along better with them. To me ... How can I teach them respect by being disrespectful to them ?And how can I teach them anything else for that matter unless I am willing to back up all that I say with my own actions ? Just my opinion though. But Adam and I disagree on this - his answer to this is " I am the parent and I can do what I want, and how I want, and because I said so" .... Just NOT my way of parenting. We used to agree on everything and work WITH eachother, but lately it is different. He says I let the kids walk all over me, but I don't think so, I can be thier parent and thier friend too - can't I ? I think the kids and I have a good relationship, it is way better than what I had with mine. What do you all think ? Anyway - I hope that all made some sence, it has been bugging me. Oh well, I will put it in the lords hands.
7) I tried to do some cool Valentiney things with my page here earlier, but it wouldn't work right. So, I just settled for some neat hearts that I found and changed my colors too. Hope it looks ok, I sorta liked it. I have been working on my Multiply page too, and I think it turned out alright so far - but I am far from done. Goes to figure that once I finally think I have 360 figured out I might have to switch .... grrrr - now it will take me a bit of time to figure out things over there. Oh, I needed something to do anyways - winter is so boring sometimes !
8)I still have my tree up .... don't laugh ! :O) I was going to take it down yesterday, but everytime I sat down, I kept falling asleep ! lol ! HMMMM... maybe I will get it down sometime this week !
9)I was saddened over the weekend to read one of my friends blogs. A while back - perhaps some of you remember - I had quite the disagreement over my being overly religious and/or homeschooling my children. I realize my words were too strong and I let my pregnancy hormones get the best of me the day I had written that, but - Out of it, I lost near 20 friends. Anyway - in reading the one friends blog over the weekend, I read that one of the folks I used to conversate with, who also was pregnant the same time as I, just has been diagnosed with Luekemia and she ended up having the baby - but he did not make it. This saddened my heart so, I felt so bad that I actually cried. I know that the situation that was at hand got totally blown out of preportion, things got said that shouldn't have been - etc. but the people that wanted to assume things about me or not talk to me and felt a bit different than I - had that right , however I would NEVER want anything bad to happen to any one of them. My own mother had cancer five different times, and I know how hard it can be - I grew up with this reality and understand the pain and frustration. I am so sorry that this had to happen to her and I will pray for her recovery and for her loss. I wish for her always the best and for all the others as well. I also know it is said that things happen for a reason, but sometimes it is awful hard to figure out just why.
10) Still have to reschedule my Reumatologist appt. at the Mayo clinic. in Rochester, MN. ~ I had to cancel due to having Gracie at the time my appt. was scheduled there, but need to go back, my joints and stuff have been driving me crazy. Don't know if it is because of the alloimmunocombocytopenia or not. Glad that I have not had to have anymore IVIG's though, lord that sucked ! Still on my meds though, but don't know what they really do.
11)Well, I guess this can be considered my Tuesday Twelve ... might as well be, I guess - as most likely I will be busy throughout Monday to do another blog. I just had intended to say a few things tonight, but things kept flooding my mind. hmmmmm. Oh well, atleast it is off my chest now. Gracie looks to be waking up again already anyway - go figure. I hope this diaper isn't like the one she had earlier, it was a diaper explosion and it was NASTY ! Ewwwwwwww ! :op Oh well, maybe I will get to sleep before the sun comes up today .... ya, maybe I should have went to bed before. Oh well.
12) Oh man ... I love Lucy just came on - hard to go to bed when good shows come on - oh why can't they make shows like that anymore ?
Ok, so goodnight all, I will blog again soon ! Take Care and have a really great week !
TAMMIE :o)
Wow is that a mouth full! Lucky for me all my ailments have abbreviations like MS and AVM ;O}
ReplyDeleteok... that's a lot. I wish ya'll the best of luck with him coming on new orders. William was in here pitching a bitch about Adams female CSM. At least til I explained to him why females in leadership roles are the way they are. Why they HAVE to be that way. I know Georgia would be nice, no snow, like ever. Hotter than Hell on a Summer day in July and August, but still, if it's meant to be it will be. That's what I was telling William about his situation here. His unit wants him to go back down range with them next month, but he promised me he'd find a new unit. A nice stable one. He had 3 job interviews with new units last week, 2 are completely nondeploying positions and 1 unit wouldn't take him on the upcoming deployment because he's just come back, and by the time they would go off on their next one he would have been released from that unit and off to the next. So cross your fingers that he gets a letter of release from his unit this week. That way he is free to go off to the unit of his dreams for the next two years, not including if he picks up his E7 this year. In which case he'd be looking for another job again... but he's already got that one in the bag. He's got a 92Y friend in a nondeploying E7 slot that is looking for a replacement. She says she's holding out for him, she trained him and knows he knows his job. Her CSM isn't willing to take just anyone to replace her, so she has to be able to vouch for them or she's stuck right there lol. So like I said keep your fingers crossed. I'll keep my fingers crossed for ya'll as well.
ReplyDeleteSounds like you and Sunshine might have some changes going on soon. I'll keep both of you in my thoughts!
ReplyDeleteThat truly sucks that you are still getting hounded about something from so long ago. It's ridiculous really. Hope you can get that worked out.
Sometimes it's not such a good thing to be around each other ALL the time! Especially when fighting parties are just like each other! I don't have any answers for ya. Right now, things are still cool on that front, because the kids are still really young, but when they get to be teenagers, Matt and I might be going through the same issues you and Adam are!
Goodness you sure had a lot on your mind! I may have to come back and respond more later lol! I am headed to bed.
ReplyDeleteHopefully you will have some news soon about GA! I would be so anxious to know!
Sorry about the mail...it is ridiculous for them to keep buggin you!
I agree with windi..its good to have a break! We see things here differently at times too..talk to you soon..i have to get up early tomorrow YUK!
have a good night and i hope you get some sleep!!!!!!!!! Lullabies to Gracie!