THURSDAY THOUGHTS ....

Today I thought I would do a "Thursday Thoughts" blog mainly because I have only a small amount to say , Iknow, Iknow ... astonishing ! Hmmmmm ......

1) Today is boring ... in fact this whole week so far has been boring. I sincerely miss my kids being here and have felt like doing much of nothing all week, I feel lazy and that does not make me happy !

2) For some odd reason we have been baraded by a ginormous amount of flies around the area. It is for sure driving me crazy, it is like the Amazon rain forest here .... I dont know if it is just me, if it was all the rain we've had, if it is because the cut down alot of trees by my house or the fact that the neighbors just bought a crap load of new cows, but whatever it is; I am going to be insane soon beacuse of it !

3) I am officially tired of being pregnant now. I am approaching week 30 and by week 32 I am supposed to do nothing, I am having uncomfortable days and it is ICKY !!!! I am not looking forward to winter except for this to be over, I can't wait to have the baby here, but at the same time am stressing about it too .... does that make any sence what so ever !?

4) My son Cameron is napping. A very unusual fact that rarely happens .... Now, you'd think I would be cleaning or something, but NOOOOO - here I am being lazy again not doing a dern thing but blogging .... my lord I hate this lazy feeling !

5) I am eating Doritos right now .... It really isn't what I wanted to eat, but it was quick and like I said I am in a hugely immense lazy mood all week. I really need to go to the store and buy some more food, but I have been lazy about that too ! My Doritos are gone now and there is nothing left to snack on ... grrrrrr !

6) My god, my house is a mess. I want this lazy feeling to GO AWAY ..... NOW !!!!!!!!!!!! What is the funk I am in here ...it is quite the quandry !!!! Some days I get so much done, other days are like I did nothing at all - how I hate that !!!

7) My kids bus driver is on the verge of ticking me off already with the choice of songs he keeps playing on the bus. Hello, like my guys won't tell me, hello. I think they need to choose something better, I mean with 5 year olds riding it is a bit rediculous to have adult songs on there. I dont even let my 16 year old listen to them ... ha, ha ... he wouldn't want to anyway, unless it was Tim McGraw or something. Just rediculous !!!!

8) I am thinking about food still, and am contemplating between lasagna or fish sticks and mac and cheese for dinner. Hmmmm, Both sound good, but if I make the Lasagna I have to go take my lazy arse to the store to get a few things, like garlic bread an green beans - which I had forgotten. I always serve a veggie ands the kids have to eat them, Maybe they are just so used to it now, but they do eat them and I hardly ever get complaints unless it is weird like Okra or something ... I like most all veggies, so I make whatever. I still can't decide ... hmmmmm.

9) My kids will finally be home in a few ... Cameron is still asleep, so maybe I should wake him, I am afraid that he won't sleep tonight if I don't, so I guess that I will. He seems really bored the last few days as well ... he woke up this moring and run all over the upstairs calling out BB .... (what he calls Brittany) ... and then he got upset because no one was home. He don't understand why they have to go to school and I don't think that he likes it much either !

10) I have laundry to do today, which I have not done ... but is that good or bad .... probably bad ... but? You know what ... right now, I just don't care. I mean I have things to do, I just am not in the mood to do them! Why is it that I have kept repeating that today ... maybe it really IS bugging me ! Lord, get me out of this funk ! :O)

11) This new computer is still ticking me off, I am not patient and it is not doing what I want to do when,I SOOO MISS my old computer !!!

12) I hate TV .... there is nothing on but alot of crap anymore - I am contemplating just turning off the dish all together to save the money, but I don't think that will go over too well, I have to be able to watch the races !!!! Shheeesh !

Well, that is it, I am going to walk down to the end of the driveway to greet the kids when they get off the bus and get the mail .... then decide about dinner. If it is not too warm out, I may stay outside for a bit, I haven't been out all day ! Yipppie - what an exciting life I lead !!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!

Have a great evening everyone !!!! TAMMIE