LIFE AS IT IS HERE ...

Okay, First of all, I have to say that pink is not my color....but I will leave it here for a few days I suppose.

Been so busy the last few days getting the house finished up...well for the most part anyway. It looks nice I guess, I am a bad critic of my own things though. But the family seems to like it.

Besides being busy, I have decided to sign up for volunteering to help people in other countries as well as my constant quest for trying to help Wildlife Warriors from Australia. This was Steve Irwin's foundation and as Steve was one of my most admired beings I would find it hard not to help in some way ! My ultimate goal would be to actually go and spend time in Africa or any other like region to help in anyway that I can. I know that God can use me for something more important in this life and that is what I would like to do. I just do not find much solice in the ill humor that most Americans have these days, sex and drugs ...money and raw humor do not entertain me. I would much rather spend my time helping someone else. I know I have alot to be thankful for here, but sometimes I do feel so guilty for knowing so many others have so much less....how can I go spend money on selfish items when I can help someone else with anything. Only 1 quarter buys food for a whole family in Africa a day....that is so little to people here; I cannot believe that Americans are so self centerd and greedy as they are. Everything revolves around money and it is so little for them. It is so sad, and I want to help....It all starts with one !

As far as life goes here, all is good....the kids are fine. Jordan works alot still , Brittany is busy with just about everything ...lol...Hannah is doing okay and Cameron is my "Monkey on Caffine".....seriously ! Wow, the boy is an endless ball of energy ! Adam is doing well, working lots and I am finally contemplating getting some sort of a job. I love staying at home with the kids, but am worried about this massive mortgage payment and what it may do to us ...lol. I wish life could be easier as far as that goes anyway ! I wish a smaller payment was possible, it does seem like such a waste to pay so much, I don't like it , but I do need a home for my children ! I was so not "up" for another move ! Oh well, I am certain that the lord has his reasons for things, so making a go if the situation is a must !

Well, suppose I will go for now and write in a few days. Take Care all and keep in touch !

G'Day ! Tammie