WEEKEND CHAOTIC WEEKEND !

Hello all ...

Well, what a busy weekend that we had, wow. I think I did a little of everything. A vast contrast to this morning though of which it is -8 and even my laundry soap is frozen ! It is hard to get moving about today, still no heat, but I have faith I will get some soon !

Saturday my phone rang constantly and I even had 2 old friends call me ... I was totally shocked ! So with their help and another friends help I finally got a "my space" page ... lol, took me long enough eh? I know. It was a big huge pain, but I got it up ! It was soooo good to hear from my friend Dani. I had written to her after seeing her on WifeSwap last week and she already got my letter. We talked along time and we can now stay in touch, I still have to talk her into coming to my 360 page though ! Last time I saw her or the kids was in Sept. 2001. (Looooong story, she lives in NY.)

My other friend was Tammy (same name) to which I hadn't heard from in about a year. She was my best friend at one time, but we've got different things in life that are important to us now I guess. I have kids, a husband and family ...while she has work and her sex life (she's bi) but somehow we always stayed friends. I just know I cannot be too close anymore, it is hard when you don't have similar ideas what life should be like.

Adam called and wrote several times which was very nice, I will be glad to have him back here, silly... I know considering that I thought I was going to enjoy his being gone ! Taught me a big lesson ! He'll be back soon enough though, and then we can decide what we are going to do as far as moving or the house. It has been realllly hard not having money. Everyone who knows me - knows that I do not use credit (a good thing) and all we have on "credit" is the house -atleast for now anyway - We got a letter Saturday that says they will try to forclose if we dont pay, I do intend to pay, just don't know when I will have the money ...ha ha ... do you think I would live with no heat if I had money ? Geeze ! So meanwhile, all I have - is to pray I guess. Money will come in when it does and I wanted to move anyways. Maybe a blessing in disguise, I dunno. I guess that the Lord will decide. Kinda hectic, I know, but what else to do ? At this point, I do not know what would help but the Lord !

Well, Sunday was busy ... I got a 'bee in my bonnet' about the house being clean ... so I cleaned allll day ! I shampooed the carpets, cleaned under, over and above everything I could reach, mopped, scrubbed and vacuumed ... Thank Goodness that I was able to get that done....whew ! I had been wanting to do that a long time, I don't nomally ever put anything off, but I did this time. When spring cleaning time comes (or we move) I can really do a super duper, get down into it, good cleaning and get rid of all the things I have been wanted to get rid of. I'm sure that Goodwill just loves me, I just unload all that I can !LOL ! No point in having it if it isn't being used ! I hate clutter ! Besides, if we are going to move then I really don't need alot. I hate feeling weighted down by stuff. Hey... Maybe that is why I like moving so much....who knows :) Either that or because I am so used to it by now, I love the military !

Well, besides that, yesterday our dog; Bindi just tore up everything in the whole garage that could be chewed on...Garbage, cans, shoes...literally everything... what a mess ! Thankfully Jordan and Hannah helped to clean it up, but there are still some things that have to be picked up. Was just so cold, so I told them to do it today after school. However; Bindi we've decided will be going back to the humane society soon, while still a puppy she will not use the bathroom outside and wants to eat everything...even my 2 year old ! I hate keeping her outside right now (where she has been to save our carpets) so we thought that it better we take her back. I guess it is best if we have to rent again anyway. The only pet I see as a problem to even come close to getting rid of is Smokey...my cat...oh how I love him ! Oh well, In time I suppose we'll know what we're going to do.

Well, I think I am going to go for now, I have some things that need to get done and I have to go to the store and get milk.

Cameron is watching SpongeBob, so atleast for the moment it is quiet ... I cut back on the TV big time, but somehow SpongeBob is still around ! he he he !

Well all have a good day, I will write again soon ! God Bless !

TAMMIE :)

(My little known fact of me today is: I love the old west; like "Little House"- Laura Ingalls, Wyatt Earp, Doc Holliday stuff...really anything circa 1860-1890...I can stay busy for hours learning or watching things about it.) Times seemed better then.