Of MORE mice, NO men ... and our cat !

Pic above is Bonesey again...posing and all proud of himself again !

Today was yet another blissful day in the land of wis-con-suck !

Payday mind you, and I thankfully did get alot of the "little - every month" bills paid, but not the house payment which is due yet again nor the propane tank; which still needs to be filled. (if it gets any colder we are surely going to freeze!)

Now normally payday is ok, one of only a few days in the winter that I get out, but anymore it just sucks ! First we have one car - so now, Adam feels it necessary to come with me to make sure that I am actually paying the bills and he gets nuts over anything else, even stamps to send the bills. This is driving me crazy and it is sooo negative. I "get" and can totally understand that we are so short on money right now that it is not funny...duh, not news here, but I don't think it is necessary to be an idiot about it to me. We couldn't pay our house payment last month and this month so far it looks like it will be late...again...end of month late, b4 both can get paid, if at all. The ONLY relief I see in sight is the tax return, if and when that comes in. So trust me I "get" it, I am not that dumb ! On the other hand, I do not need to be followed like a child !

Now... for the more mice, cat and no men thing ....yes, another mouse came in today and yet again Mr. Bones came to the rescue to atleast try to catch it. However this time, the cat did not kill it , just played with it. Adam was sleeping on the living room floor and I told him to get up, Bones had another mouse...so up he flew, tripped, landed on the sofa and was pissed off. Bones then took the mouse in mouth and ran upstairs with it to the kids rooms...well that was it ...Adam wanted to go back to sleep and demanded that Jordan get the mouse, Jordan was already asleep for some time now... so he did not hear everyone tell him to get up. Brittany had told him to, but Jordan said no to her or whatever. That is when things got nuts.....Adam got/flew up off of the sofa and stomped up the stairs like a 2 year old screaming and ranting like a mad man...the girls started crying and Cameron went into hysterics. All I could hear was screaming going on and Adam sounding so hateful. All this over a mouse and because Adam did not want to get up nor did he want to get the mouse. He kept screaming about Jordan needing to get the mouse...so I told him "Why don't YOU get up and get the dumb mouse"....how stupid...screaming over a mouse, when he - himself won't even get it.... how does he expect Jordan to? (I know I wouldn't want to respond to someone who treated me the way he was treated.) Needless to say, we got into a big arguement and that was the rest of our evening. See what I mean about NO men !!!!!!!

I KNOW that I cannot take this behavior of his for much longer...he refuses to change and I am so tired of him treating our kids the way his mother treated her boys....MY kids are better and WILL NOT be treated like that ! Even - if that means that I eventually have to leave. Don't get me wrong...I HAVE tried...15 years of trying, praying, trying some more..... and STILL such nonsense is still going on...I am so with my girl friend right now...Just what is with the men here ???? I don't get it...We just want to know that we are appriciated and loved...that we do a good job...not be ignored or mistreated ! HELLLLLO -DONT YOU MEN GET IT ?

What does it take....losing your family to get it through your heads ! I swear if I leave, I AM going to OZ for sure and if I never find another man it will be too soon ! This is such a crock of you know what !

(Graham - I really have prayed about this...14 out of 15 years and negativity is winning here no matter what I do !) Sorry, and I wasn't talking about you or my other male friends as being "men", as far as I know you are all okay, but then again you are all in another country !) :)

GEEEEEZE !

I sure hope tommorrow is better for everyone !

I'll write again soon ....

TAMMIE

(L ~ You're on my mind tonight and in my prayers too !)

......and BTW....as of yet....the mouse still has NOT been caught ! ......

Good on ya' Bones .... You big bad attack kitty !!!!! :)