Na, Ne ,Na, Na, Boo Boo....Too close Roo-ooo !
Hello again, today I have decided that there will be not a whole lot more negativity on my page, but b4 that happens I find myself having to say a few things. Through a friend of a friend of a friend, I have been told of some issues that refuse to diminish, and while I am perfectly ok with it, I however am quite dismayed that the persons responsible, have painted me in thier own form of reality, a reality that is falsely and fictionally not at all the truth !
Now, I do not deny that this particular "friend" may indeed have thier own form of reality, however the truth will be known and the truth will set you free. Previously, in my "When the Sh** Hits the Fan" entry, I told the tale of my youth and an experience that I had - had when I was 12. Since that time, I have decided to no longer welcome the seed of doubt into my life/heart and have deleted/ignored such said people ...however being said that I have contradicted myself and changed my story 3 or more times is an utter and complete lie, because whether or not they choose to believe the real truth or continue to live in thier own form of reality, I and the lord both know the truth and that, in itself, is all that is of matter to me.
Sometimes in life you have to learn the hard way when people try to warn or tell you something. I truly do believe that it is God's way of trying to help you . Now, if you choose not to listen and go about life after hearing fact and taking sides, then you have thus chosen to judge yourself and in fact have to meet the reprocussions of that action. Now, never having the chance to explain just WHY I had blurted out and what went wrong, I am going to take the opportunity to do so. (PSALMS 39:2&3) Remembering the immense pain I had gone through with this situation, the particular instance and seeing a "friends" page, I got angered when this person described THE person who had in fact harmed ME being around other children, particularly girls that were at the same tender age I had been when the incident had happened to me. Naturally, being quite so spontaneous as I am, I flew off the handle and had written a comment about what this so called"friend/man" had done to my life and had taken from me, thus sparking a mild war. I can whole heartedly tell you that this was done as a matter of innocence preservation, I can only pray that this persons girls will never experience what I had gone through. (she herself is SO lucky in this day and age to not have herself) Only God himself can determine that, however wouldn't it be a wake up call to find that this same "man" had done this to her children as he had done unto me. I can assure; that in fact was all I was trying to prevent. Take it as you will, I am known for being brutally honest....but it IS the truth and the person who had done that to me and done what I had explained in my post, will forever be what he was then, whether they so choose to change thier realm of reality or not ! God is the only one who we ALL will answer to someday, and that is all I ever will have to say on this whole matter till the day I go to heaven and repent for MY very OWN mistakes and untruths as well. "Judge not less ye' be judged" ... You CAN go to church, call yourself a christian, but that does not mean that you are ! I can say I am a millionaire, but that also does not mean that I am..... It is a persons actions that speak LOUDER than thier words. I have been judged - all my life on a variety of things, so, I know how it feels. I am not a perfect person, no one is, but my story will not be set in stone without me being able to speak my mind. I will no longer be judged on something that is being told the truth on or how I choose to start being the real me !
Some people will forever just live in thier own "little world"..... all I can do is to pray for them.
TAMMIE
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