2 am TYPINGS ...

Hello everyone, hope that you all are having a good week ! Monday here was just totally scrapped and Tuesday ended up being busy but yet pretty terrific. Weird huh ? lol. :O)  So I thought since I couldn't sleep (the snoring has my times all screwed up) that I would type out some thoughts ....

1) Brittany's birthday is Saturday. She wants to spend the evening with a friend of hers and go to see the movie "The Blind Side" .. I was planning on taking her out for dinner, but I guess I can do that another day. Jordan also wants to see the same movie (only bcuz Tim McGraw is in it), as well as do I - but Britt says she didn't want us to follow and none of us really want to deal with all the people who want to see that other movie this weekend. I think Brittany is so adament about going to the movies this weekend because she wants to mess with all the people who are going to see it. LOL ... yea she is alot like me.

2) Jordan got his senior sweat shirt today and ordered his cap and gown. My Gosh .. it hit me that he really IS this old now. Where did the time go ? I just had to sit and stare at him for awhile tonight .. he prolly thought I was weird, but I swear he was just my little buddy !

3) Oh yea, and that cap and gown cost me 50 bucks. Something I was not all that happy about !

4) My strange cat is sitting on me. I think he is cold or something. It is chilly tonight and I am cold myself. I sure dislike cold, but oh well ... I will not be negative ! It sure makes me appriciate the nice warm days tho ! :O)

5) Schooling this last week - week and a half has been all kinds of  - off. Since my sleep has been all screwey I think that has alot to do with it, but I hope that it gets better soon. I really am not liking how it has been.

6) Speaking of sleep, In between the snoring patterns last night my hubby started talking in his sleep. It is the first time in 19 years I think he has ever done that. He spurted out "GET THAT" ... so I said "Get what" ? .. and he then responds with a "Get that" again.. to which I said again "Get WHAT" .. and then he says " MOUNTAIN JUICE". ..........Errr, what the hec is Mountain Juice ??? Can someone please tell me that ???

7) My hair has been sooooo irritating to me lately. Ya'll know I won't cut it, but it don't grow either ... I keep it up in a pony and it is a bit past my shoulders now, but it still won't grow ... it just breaks off and looks horrible and dead. I can't help but think I am lacking in some vitamins again or my meds are off. It is possible when I had that H1N1 stuff that they got screwed up, but my hair hasn't been cooperating for awhile now. I wish it would grow long and pretty.

8) I haven't been doing good with the gym either. I haven't gone in weeks and a certain person is grumpy about that because I spent money on it. I don't know why I haven't gone, but having not felt well certainly had something to do with it. I think I lost momentum.

9) Things here with that 'grumpy' snoring person hasn't been all that good here either. I mean I shouldn't complain - but it is about the worst it has been , like ever. We don't talk we don't go near each other much and we don't - well you know. Not that I care much about "THAT" ... I shut off last year alot, especially after the horrible year we had and just haven't been back to the person I was before.  I do miss having the friend he was at one time though. Course though ... that was years ago.

10) In my belief, I follow the biblical terms of Titus 2 .. well, I TRY to ... but I am not especially great at it. I do tend to run my mouth alot (some of you know that) but I do believe that is how it should be, however here - lately it is just total disrespect and lack of any consideration for me or my kids and I am just about at the point that I cannot do it anymore. I do not believe in divorce nor giving up - and I certainly don't do it often, but I am serious unless something on his end is done soon, I won't know what else to do.So for any of you belivers out there that could extend a prayer for me and the fam . I would appriciate it.

 Well, I suppose I should get on to bed and try to really get myself on a better schedule - again. I'll try to blog again soon.

Take care and much love,

Your friend, TAMMIE