A TALE OF AN EVOLVING TRANSITION ...
Yesterday started out bleak and with no amusement. My kids went back to school to thier first day of this new year and I stayed at home. I hate having my kids go and would rather them stay here with me. If I had it my way...I would just home school 'em, but I have always put it off, as I have never had very much knowledge of the whole subject. I personally think that some people are taught better one on one or with experience at hand. (Just look at Bindi Irwin for that example.)
Today is not so bad however... I have been up all night talking to a dear friend in the land down under, however I am not tired as of yet. This friend has helped me through some things I have been trying to deal with in my life and made me come to the realization that where I grew up (Lowell, Indiana) is a VERY small place in the world and what ever people did or may still think of me there does not matter when I have the whole rest of the world to convince. I totally got what he was telling me. I have tried to get rid of the old baggage for alot of years now, but when it is said to your face it is different some how. I now have to come to grips with what I want to do with my life. A few months ago It was so different, I wanted this house and just to be left alone ... now things are different somehow. For the first time I have come to realize that I have dreams for my life and that God also has dreams for my life and that they are bigger than I could have ever imagined. I know that this year is going to be a knock down hum dinger ...I am so excited to see what will be taking place here and with me. So from the mouth of ol' Steve'O....WOO HOO ! Here is to a great year!
p.s. Thanx Graham !
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