Tonight while showering and relaxing afterward; I realized just how much negativity I let slip into my life ... even from past friends. As I was thinking about this evenings show that had an old set of friends in it, I realized that it truly did not show the whole story, nor did it post any form of positivity for the people in the shows. I know that even I, myself do not know the whole story, but I DO know more than just some average yeahoo watching, and what I saw after thinking about it, was not even half the story. I also realized just how selfish an old friend had become to her family. It was years ago that we had hung out together, but at that time I did not imagine that this is how things would turn out. Now, everyone who knows me, knows I am emotional and get attached to people, however, I have come to the realization that even I must get rid of the negativity in my life - if I am to change. I am sorry to the old friends that I had, but people leave our lives everyday and things happen for a reason, so with this I must say it is to be left alone.
When relaxing this evening I sat to watch another fave show of mine, and that was of the Duggar Family. They do not have a regular show, however they are alot like I would like to be, so I do like to watch the occasional shows of theirs that air. I know I may never have 16 kids ... but to have mine behave the way thiers do I SO admire them. I know the good Lord has his ways, and I am doing good to learn them !
So, with this I have now given up my soap (AMC) and am now giving up these shows as well. I do not need negativity in my life any more, it is like a drug for me, hard to get rid of when you're used to having it always there.
Well, hope all is well with everyone...take care and God Bless!
TAMMIE
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